Thursday, January 29, 2026

The Final Installment Review

The Final Installment Review

Toxikk Deception Album

by Graham Swanson 




 Toxikk Deception is an industrial band led by vocalist, musician, and producer Violet Mallory. It's leader comes from the Industrial/Goth scene around Bangor, Maine, but he started making his own impact when he started the band in 2014. After more than a decade, Toxikk Deception released it's conclusive album, The "Final Instalment" on January 2, 2026. Many followers are sad to see them go, but every good story has an ending. The musical journey took us places, now the world is different, the game has changed, and though everything ends eventually, this time it feels like the aftermath of a final showdown. 

Toxikk Deception isn't just music, it's also social media. Violet has amassed 4.700 followers and even had an group of dedicated fans he called his "Toxikk Army". In a way, one cannot truly have the Toxikk Deception experience if they do on interact with the social media. Leading up to the album's release Violet posted photos of himself dressed in military coats to stoke excitement. It's not exactly something you can find being performed live at club... someone SHARES the Final Installment with you.

  The Final Installment is fun cyber music. It's the raw emotion under each song. Feels exactly like how grassroots music should feel. Feels exactly how underground music should feel. Two songs share a blend of an Electro- Industrial creation of a dark, mellow tone with energy that can be danced to, or walked with.

If I had to pick two highlights to examine, Id take The Day I Stopped Breathing and Space and Time

The Day I Stopped Breathing is what I imagine bleeding out in the rain after the gunfight that finally kills everyone sounds like. The reverb the most atmospheric of the album, its quick beneath, but simmers with Ominous strums as machines wail to cascading sound waves. A stage is set for a heart racing arrangement. The drones of a synthesizer become the ultimate countdown. 

Space and Time This is what I think falling from the top of a building in a cyberpunk dystopia sounds like. It's not as abrasive as one might expect the genre to be, instead its a pleasant trip or maybe just a rest. Maybe one will land hard, maybe one will float there and be suspended above the illumination. It's a pleasant vocal performance with the final words "no turning back/face the facts" faintly chanted over the aggressive charge of frequency. It's full of restraint, relinquishment, and vigorous strains of tempo.

Violet notes that this project has been "grueling, brutal, miserable".  His complete discography will be available on Youtube. 



https://toxikkarmy.bandcamp.com/album/the-final-installment

https://www.youtube.com/@toxikkdeception-topic5886


Friday, January 23, 2026

You Can't Escape

You Can't Escape 

by Graham Swanson 





    Renea walked in boots that came apart in the snow. The street to the outskirts in the howling cold beat apart

her zipper and pockets. Just another day with her friends in tow. None of them went to school that day.

The temperature dropped from 40 degrees to negative 10 overnight, but they left their homes. A huge

secret awaited them. 


    “It’s just a fence.” Randolph said, pointing to the woods, a tarp with him.

    “What’s on the other side?" Renea asked

    “More woods.” One of the other boys remarked. 

    “No, no.” Randolph held a crumbling map with letters and calligraphy of an unrecognizable language. “It’s where they used to carry out human sacrifice.” 


    Once they got into the snow covered woods the wind felt remote. With all the wind blocked, and no leaves, the sky seemed to bring brightness to the snow around them. Already frost formed on the corners of Renea’s mouth. The others shivered too. Ever since they were kids they had heard rumors of cave fires and shadows lurking in the woods to perform strange magic. They knew stories of strange creatures that once walked the land, and how what is now dry and vast was once under a black ocean. Great heaping glaciers of black ice whose waters brought immortal powers to predators. They never saw enough to believe the stories of old hermits, and their families disregarded the lore as gossip shared by the local homeless and the mentally ill. 


    In a strange way the path in the woods waited for them. No snow covered it, and no debris blocked the way forward. As they went along the sound of highway and town receded into the silence of winter. Some squirrels jumped around the branches, then a little ways down they heard the cry of a hawk, then the snarl of something they could not identify. Just as the snow seemed to dissipate into a mist that covered their waists, the group of friends came to a fence. High, and protected by a coil of razor wire. On the other side they saw a tablet and other strange formations unnatural for geometry. 


    Randolph went first. He really wanted to impress Renea with his bravery and adventurous, and he felt like he was doing that as he scaled the fence. The razors on top flopped as the metal links shook. He hurled the tarp over the razor coils, and pulled himself over. He was nimble enough to reach around the razors, saddle the fence, but as he began to pull his leg over the tarp ripped and a razor bit into his flesh. It sliced right into the meat of his leg muscles, the part that flexes anytime a human runs. He yelped because he felt a pinch, then when the metal sank deeper into his flesh, he howled in pain. He tried to pull his leg back but the coil only wrapped tighter around his leg and when he tried to pull away, six or seven blades cut into his leg all at once. The pain was too much, and he hung there screaming as blood dripped down his leg, down his face, down the frosty chain links, to the snow below. 

    Randolph’s friends panicked and ran away. They took the path back to town, but when they looked back, the mist had covered the woods, and snow cover filled in the moist lane where a path once lay for them. They told their parents nothing of what had happened or what they had set out to do. When people began to realize that he was missing, the town organized a search. They found his detached leg, still in the clutches of razor wire. The metal razors bite clear through to the bone. The way the leg hung there when they found it, like something tried to pull it loose, but only got more tangled in the crown of blades. 


    At night Renea could hear his screams. She looked to the woods and heard his deep voice breaking into boyish yelps, and the pulse of metal. Each dream brought nightmares of his body writhing in pain, withering away, being picked at by the animals. She told an adult about the stress and the nightmares. The adult she talked to was none other than the local shaman who lived in a trailer and sold rugs.  She gave the girl a special crystal rock to swallow if she was in danger. 


    The family of Randolph receive bad news. They didn’t find the rest of their oldest son, and they couldn’t determine how he died. 

     Because he had his leg ripped off!” 

    “It’s that damn fence! Why is it in the woods? Why did the city put it there?”

    “It’s actually private property. That land belongs to the Montsan family.”


    The Montsans. In the past, when sea creatures walked the land, they had gold, prestige, wine, and slaves. Since then they devolved into beggars, robbers, meth cooks, and recluses. No one even knew if they were still around because their once beautiful home had almost collapsed on itself the last snow fall they had. The known home dwellers were in state prison at the time for kidnapping and selling children to unknown men and women on the internet. 


    More rumors began about how the Montsans killed the boy themselves and then covered it up. Renea still heard him scream in the woods, so she took a flashlight and went into the woods one night. The metal links echoed in the silence of the woods. She heard Randolph call on her. The mist and path opened up for once more. 


    The coils of the razor turned blue in the moonlight. She saw naked shadows of people on the other side. One, legless, eyeless, no light in his face, but pale and glowing, she did not mistake. Yet he didn’t make words, he just reached out to her with a frail arm, the flesh in his hands blue with veins. She began scaling the fence but stopped at the first wire. It bent around and began slicing into her wrist. She let go, fell from the fence, laid in the snow bleeding as the shadows enveloped her, but from the other side. They passed through the fence like vapor, then began wrapping coils around her ankles. 


    The cut went deep. It just didn’t nick her flesh, it sliced back and forth twenty times and turned the flesh below her hand into ribbons. She hurried through the cold, feeling heavy coils wrapped around her ankles grow tighter, then finally snap tight. The blade bit the tendons of her ankles clean off. The tendon in the back of her foot was completely severed. With one strong tug, he felt the boot and flesh peel off one foot, and the entire other foot came off next. The pain became too strong, so she swallowed the Shaman’s rock. 


    By morning she arrived back in town, crawling on her face, her coat soiled, and her entire face frozen under a mask of frost. A trail of blood followed her and she finally passed out on the highway. When she awoke in the hospital she could still use one foot, but the other turned up later. When she got home she found it wrapped in razor wire on her bed. 


    At night she tried to sleep, tried to dream of escaping the curse and its tendrils, tried to dream of good things but behind every dream lay a dark reality. One dreams of food when they are starved and one dreams of safety when they are besieged. Even though the damage healed, she still felt those cold blades against her skin. She felt them around her ankle. She felt them around her wrists. She felt them around her neck and chest. 


    One day she hopped on her crutches and went to the Montsan Estate. A Caretaker emerged from the cellar. He explained that no one lived in the mansion and that she should go. The Caretaker took her by the hand, not to lead her out, but to show her the scar on her wrist. 


“He knows you're here.”  The Caretaker’s mood changed as he took his hat off.

“Please, is there anyone who can help me?”

“There’s one relative left around. Probably lives in a box down by the river. If anyone knows about him its going to be a family member.”  The Caretaker went back down into the cellar. 

Renea hobbled around the edge of the river where people often leave behind campfires or tents. She hobbled among wreckage cast out from storms and damage. Tubs, car wheels, a bike. Plastic bags drifted in the wind. She stopped when she saw a floating lantern by a tent.

There she found a man with long arms covered in needle scars, greasy, underweight, ungroomed, riddled with sores and blisters. He picked at visible festers on the surface of his skin with a knife. He heard her steps and hurried into his truck. He only came out after seeing the scars on her wrists.

"Please, don't hide. These scars came from the razor wire on Montsan land."

"How did you know about that?" He peeked out of the hole by the broken zipper.

The Forgotten started a fire and sat her down with him. 

“It already touched you.” 

“How do I get it off?”

“You don’t. It gets tighter and tighter.” The Forgotten showed her his scars around his neck. “Once I touched a blade, it was too late.”

“So I should go back and let it kill me?”

“No, he doesn’t want us to die, he wants us to live!” 

The Forgotten unraveled his sleeves and held his own scared wrists into the light of the fire. He looked off in the direction of the tablet and stones and when the wind blew he became ill. He tremble and coughed until he fell from his cooler seat. He gagged up foam but pulled himself up, reaching into his mouth, his fingers sliding down his throat. He made the sounds a broken valve makes until he pulled out his fist, and blade by blade he reeled 25 links of razor wire.

"See? I live." The Forgotten wiped the blood from his mouth, smiled at Renea.

That night while Renea stayed up all night listening to the clamor of chains and metal, the vagrant went into the woods. He took a coil of razor wire, and walked back to town. The caretaker sat in his car. Every day he reached down for his smokes in the cup holder. Today he found no smoke, only a fistful of razor wire. 

    Elsewhere, where the crackheads hang out behind the dumpsters at the gas station, they sat down on a pallet only to yelp in pain. They jumped up, ripped the trash bags apart, and found coils of razor wire inside. 

Laughter and joy became panic. The shadows of woods wandered the outskirts and gazed on through the windows. The razor wire around the Montsan house glistened as the lights of the mansion came on. For the first time in centuries, a virgin had taken to the guardian demon of their cursed bloodline. With her blood on the rock, the satisfied razors turned back into dry fetters from fallen trees. The high fence rattled with pleasure, bones and hair and birds and squirrels once flying free now caught in its snares. The Monstan tower room loomed over the hills and small town. Shadows emerged from the ground, their flesh and blood restored, and they entered the house. 

To this day, anyone who tries to escape this town is stopped by a fence of razor wire. They are later found in pieces scattered along the fence in the woods.


Sunday, January 18, 2026

Cannibals

Cannibals 

by Graham Swanson


Uncanny Valley suggests that things that look almost human cause distrust, not empathy. 



Ku. Ku bit fish. He found it dying in the sand. It flopped and flopped, but with one swoop of his arm, strong from high climbs, he crushed its bones, bit off its head, and began eating the meat and scales. Tiny bones picked his mouth but he didn't worry. His body was sore with worms and infections. His hand still hurt, so he rubbed mud into the cut. He smeared mud across any aching, open wound. 

Ku didn't like his kin. Those hominins yelled and fought all the time. They killed his favorite animal, who kept him warm, who chased away the vermin that sneaked into his pot of seed. Then one hominin was sad because he dropped his meat in the dirt. The dirt covered the fat of his meat, and instead of eating it anyway or cleaning it, he took his club and bashed someone over the head, then stole their meat. Sad hominin ate the meat he stole, but then was placed in a hole, where he sat, until the tribe decided what to do. 

Ku liked Shima. Shima still had her fur, but she was always being grabbed and taken away by Cle. Cle didn't like Ku. He beat Ku up for not joining the hunt, for not coming to the circle, for asking questions of the elder hominins who remembered the first arrows and the last time they saw the others before they left to cross the great water. 

Ku spent his evenings on his own side of the mountain. He could hear his tribe, but could not see them squabble or bicker over crumbs. They could find him, if need be, and he could find them, should he need to. Like during big thunderstorms, or when the Dinopethicus prowled the Veldt. He kept no weapons other than a staff he used to knock fruit from trees or keep birds away. 

It was dangerous being alone. But he liked the serenity of the sunrise, and the peace of the flowing water. The sand, the way the light rippled, and when the sun was far, he even saw his reflection. Abysmal and deformed, but still kindness softened the wrinkles and spots where the fur no longer grew. Good. Too many hominins ripped out their own fur in the extreme heat. Some were lucky enough to be born with small patches of fur or less. Still, his large eyes and large nose made the rest of his skull look small under the jungle of hair on his head. When he opened his mouth, he saw a goofy expression in the water. Missing teeth, and scars. 

Still, he longed to share this peace, so when away from his kin, he went searching. Sometimes he even crossed to the other end of the mountain, then crossed to the mountain beyond that, and rested on its peak. Then he'd return and share tales of his adventures. Of what he had eaten. Of what caused him pain. Of what new resources lay beyond. Of the other hominins he shared a fire with. He was careful though. He didn't want them to kill all the animals he liked. He didn't want them fighting with the other peaceful creatures he spoke to.  

Ku heard the screams and hollers coming from his side of the grass. A commotion so loud that it frightened the birds from their homes in the trees. He took off running and scooped up his spear and bag. The branches and blades of grass battered the furless parts of his body. He smelled blood. 

“What terrible consequence befell my strange kinsfolk this time? Why is that stench so potent if they are still at such a great distance from my restful emporium?” He thought, but he could only bark out blunt bursts of hot air and meaningless babble. Then he’d grunt as his mind continued on.

The blood splatter from wood and rock and mushroom smeared onto his flesh. He stopped running. A heavy dread fell over his brow. With his spear he moved around branches and debris to find a dead deer. Several small spears pierced its gut and chest and heart. A pool of blood covered the ground. No flesh remained on its lower legs. The knobs of exposed leg bone were riddled with gnash marks as if something ate it from the feet up. He ripped out one of the spears, It was small, poorly made, not balanced, and crude. 

Well, it can’t be the Dinopithecus. I’ve never seen a spear like that. There’s no time to worry about it now. Life is in the way!

Ku sighed and started running again. 

Bad news. Cle dropped his meat. He tried eating it with ants and dirt on it but he spat it out. He got angry, stood up, knuckles dragging, lunged for the hominin next to him, took the meat from his hands and began eating it. Yru, who had been out foraging all day, couldn’t sleep because of the infections in his feet and mouth, and hadn’t eaten in days, grabbed his club and slammed it down on the back of Cle’s head while he was hunkered down with his face full of meat. His skull cracked open and a storm of blood showered them all. 

In the rage that followed, blue mushrooms were consumed, Shi got thrown into the pond, and snakes bit people. Cle’s kin gathered around his twitching body. They believed the convulsions meant he was still alive. They scooped his brains up and tried to put them back into his head. Yru was in a pit when Ku returned. 

I didn’t do anything wrong, he was a thief, I just took what back he stole.

Yru tried to tell them but he could only moan low and growl. 

My God! This is means for exile! Yru, what have you done? 

Ku jumped on a rock and hurled his spear into the dirt. 

If Cle is dead, who will fight whatever killed that deer? 

Ku wasted no time. He held out the spear he found. Shima knew what he was. She reached out, her eyes quaking. Shima was not from his klan. Her people died out long ago. 

The gnomes! They killed my kin! They snuck into our caves, hid where we couldn’t see them, and when we were gone they stole our babies and our sacks of food! It wasn’t even ready to be eaten yet, it was still seeds! They waited for us to fall asleep then stabbed us with those spears!

Shima cried and screamed at the site of the spear. 

The fight was the result of stealing, but this land isn’t what it used to be when we first found it. When we came here the wildlife was gone and the vegetation didn’t grow back. It’s getting cold, let us plant seeds and return when the stars are right. 

Ku threw down the scrappy spear and pointed to the stars. 

They laid Cle’s body in the tightest space of the most remote cave they knew about. Work had to be done, but they all agreed that they had to leave. Soon the frost would return, so they planted their seeds and filled their pots, and planned to return the next season. By then, the vegetation and animals would return. The curse on the land would be lifted. The one fear Ku had was about what he found in the woods and what it would mean for the land once they left.

Ku stayed behind to watch their land and find out who the spears belonged to. He patrolled the woods, the mountains, the sands. He remained quiet and disguised himself at the nature around him. Once it seemed that the hominins were gone, he began hearing voices. When he approached they’d be gone. 

Next we went to the cave where they interred Cle. To his shock, the body was gone. He sharped his spear, and went into the parts of the cave too high or too tight for the others to tread.  In his exploration he found networks of caves under their feet. Inside of them he heard the same voices, but never saw a soul. He went towards faint beams of light coming in from slivers in the ceiling and wall. When he lowered himself down, he found no hominins, but he did find bones that looked like the grave sewn bones of their fellow humans except flayed of enamel, cut, defleshed completely, as if licked clean and nibbled. Cracks, where the marrow had been extracted. Then he came across a hominin skull.  The top of the skull had been cracked open, like a lid, he lifted it from the rest of the skull. The bottom looked like it had been scraped clean. Tiny finger marks remained. Against the wall he found a mound of bones, and crossed spears. 

Their spears were inferior to the kin of Ku. They had no rock head to pierce hide. It was just a stick with a rough end. Not good enough to hurl, but fine enough to jam into a tree for a rodent, or to stick in an ant hill for the insects. They didn't even use rocks to sharpen the spears. It looked like the same nibble marks as the bones.

Ku almost wailed when he heard the voices again. He looked into a dark corner, where a hole no more than a few stones high opened up. He hoped it was a rodent. The eyes he saw glistening, the hard, struggling breathing, a set of huge teeth sticking out of a small jaw. The creature tried to close its mouth, but it couldn't or it wouldn't be able to breathe. It came out of the shadow, moving on its feet and hands. It had a tiny head, its brain so small that instead of a head that is round and blunt it was pointy.  Ku tried to speak. A few words he used among the kin. 

Ku flexed every muscle from his throat to diaphram. He tried his hardest to make the sound he wanted to make. 

"Food?" He said, holding out some berries he picked. 

The creature quaked and snarled, then darted back into the hole. It darted back out carrying an infant covered in hair. The creature screamed at the infant, screamed at Ku, then screamed at the infant. Ku expected him to show off the baby so he could feed them the berries but instead the creature went into a rage. The voice he had heard was the infant's babbles. Instead of comforting the baby, as his kin did, the creature began beating the baby against a rock. Ku nearly collapsed in horror. Blood splattered the fur on his legs. 

Splat Splat Splat

The baby screamed and cried. The little creature did not possess the strength to break the bones of the baby so he threw them down and began jumping on them. Then the creature looked up at Ku, blood on its chest, face, feet, and hands. This thing, about the height of a swine, squatted down and began tearing the infants flesh off with his large flat teeth. When he realized Ku was watching him, he began offering him pieces of the dead creature as if it was the berries he offered him. 

Ku had his own food, he couldn't imagine why this creature would assume he wanted to sup on that carcass, but as the wailing and hissing continued, he heard other chiding growls emerge from gaps and crevices. He escaped and from the safety of a tree, he watched out. These creatures, these gnomish humanoids, began to creep out and scout the land. Once they determined the hominins had left, they began to scout more. However they did not have the confidence that the hominids had left forever or died out. Ku noticed fewer returned to the caves, but he didn't see them from the tree tops he hid on. It didn’t seem like their ancestors could climb trees at all, unlike his.  

Ku noticed that they didn’t climb, but they could dig. They didn’t come from the same ancestors as he did. They came from the dirt. They were born as a seed that developed in the raw earth. They didn’t develop empathy because they never held and nurtured their young. They pulled their infants from the ground. 

Ku knew where they were hiding though. These creatures pissed and shit all over. It wasn't difficult to detect them because of the growing amount of waste and foul air. Even the snakes began to stay away. So noisy, they scared the game away. Ku wanted to tell them not to scare the swine and birds away, but he realized that they did not care about the long term, they did not care about the megafauna or the hunt. They searched for him to make into their dinner. He wanted to run off to the others, and tell them everything he witnessed. Even if he had to invent new sounds and new words, because the horror he witnessed was indescribable to his limited vocabulary. But it occurred to him that should he leave his tree, any activity they pursued would go unrecognized. 

They must have been eating something. He took his stone knife and lowered himself down. He went to the side of the mountain where the kin left their dwellings, and found it covered in piss and shit. The creatures rolled around in it, mated in it, and ate it. Then they would jump into the pot of grain and spill it everywhere just to take a handful before the others began punching and kicking one another to steal the same handful, even though there was enough to feed several. Ku began to hit himself in the head. He didn't know what to do, and he hated the indecision overcoming him. Meanwhile, the creatures didn't appear to think at all. Just steal from the kin, revel in their own feces, then rip each other to pieces and reproduce. 

They didn't use their spears to hunt like he assumed.  They used their inferior spears to beat each other to death. Then they'd eat the dead body of the fallen. Usually an older creature, or weaker creature, or creature that appeared smarter than the rest, or different eye color or fur pattern. They always scattered seeds around where they walked and never crossed where they already treaded. When it rained, they'd pull a new out by the hair. If it couldn't escape on its own, they devoured it. They weren't hominin kin. They weren't human at all.

In their cruelty Ku saw how they survived. When their teeth were dripping with blood, their eyes opened wide as if sucking air through them. The cones of their head are soft, uncovered by hair,, looking for the rest of the hominins.

The kin returned months later. Ku rushed to find them. He tried to tell them to turn back and avoid this place, but the hominins needed their grains, their weapons, the belongings left back in their caves and shelters. What they discovered was a breeding ground of disease and bones. Ku tried to get them all to go back. He jumped and pointed and waved but they ignored him, their curiosity leading them on. At first a fear took hold of the kin, and as they moved back into their homes, they found things not too different. The weapons remained where they left them, the pots remained where they left them. Shima and her kin entered their home. She now had an infant against her breast. He still had his fur too, like her. Smart little thing, could sing, and repeat the sounds they made. 

They entered their home, and come nightfall small creatures burst out of the dark holes, turned over the pots and took their weapons and pounced on their sleeping beds. They slaughtered the inhabitants, took as much food as they could, and ran off with the baby. 

The kin then wept and cried over the carnage.. The men of the kin began taking clubs made of wood, bone, with spears and arrows used for hunting. In the past they had run their rivals off the land with these weapons. In the past they hunted the megafauna with these weapons. They would surely eradicate the gnomes. Ku was beside himself in the sanctuary of his hilltop. From there he witnessed the extermination of the gnomes. The hominids didn't just kill a few, they destroyed everything the gnomes touched. They found nests full of bones and blood where the gnomes slept and they pelted them with rocks. If they got close they skewered them. 

The hominins would return to Ku and ask what else he knew about these creatures. They liked to hide in small places and strike when their victims slept. The violence went on and on. Hominids pulled gnomes out of trees and clubbed their heads to bits. A big bonk right on the tip of the coneskull caused an explosion of skull and brain. Their brains were smooth and tiny. 

The extermination went on for months as the coneheads were rooted from their hovels, and then using their fire, they set ablaze the mouths of the cave. The hominins knew a fire deep within would cause smoke to drift out, but a fire on the front caused the smoke to suffocate the cave. Indeed they sat out with their spears and arrows, and when the coneheads began pouring out they killed so many that the bits of bone would be discovered ten thousand years later. 

The gnomes died out that day, but the horrors and war remained in the memories of the hominin.They migrated the Veldt from the ever lasting deserts to the land where there is no sun and the wind is always cold. They shared a sound and tried to retell the story to other tribes. They could feel it in their throat when they talked to their young. The BONE trying to vibrate. Ku took blue mushrooms and breathed in smoke from burning herbs. He saw time begin, he saw the rise of empires, the rise of industry, the ships crossing the cosmic beyond, and finally the end of the universe, and what lay further than that. He could never talk about what he saw, because the words did not exist. However the stories of the monstrous gnome went on for ages, even to this day.

A researcher in the basement of the university dusts off the skulls of these creatures. She holds them, hums as she examines the features of the pointy skull. When she touches them, she feels the primal compulsion to return to the realm of the hominin. She hears stories of gnomes returning as the climate changes and the wild animals go extinct. She feels them emerging from the ground, born of seed not blood.


What is "Nebraska Gothic"?

 What is "Nebraska Gothic"?


Nebraska Gothic is an experimental sub genre of horror. I find real stories people have told me about their lives in Nebraska. Dark history, trauma, violence, crime, spooky rumors, tragic encounters, grisly news stories, things like that. Then I turn them into folk horror.

 Like they've done with guys like Jack the Ripper for centuries. I fictionalize the dark stories of Nebraska that you would otherwise have to hear in person. My work on this has slowly come together over the years, but it comes closer into focus with each new story in it's genre. 

"Nebraska Gothic" was the first story in this experiment. 

"How Pace Wilkens Died', 'No One Is Innocent", among others, are pieces in this genre. 

Folk horror with a Nebraska twist. 

The idea is- can I make Nebraska gothic? Can I make people say so THATS how it really is? Can I make people read this, and then look at this place in a new way? Can I make people think of horror when they think of Nebraska? 


Friday, January 16, 2026

Nebraska Gothic: No One Is Innocent

Nebraska Gothic

 No One Is Innocent

By Graham Swanson



Tyler Thomas Has Never Been Found

The Peru Boat Ramp. This is where police believe Tyler was disposed of by Joshua Keadle



The Student


Emma  entered the office and by the ray of natural pale light from the window. Happiness and eagerness shined from her eyes. Brown hair over her face did not hide the excitement or the pride of her discovery. Only 19 years old, hailing from the wooded farm land where the sand cranes nest, protected by a dark stone given to her by seminarians who once practiced witchcraft on the land. She handed over her physical copies. 


    After the murder of Tyler Thomas, many people began asking themselves why so many strange men seemed drawn to the tiny town of Enoch, population 600, home to Enoch University. Her death however, ten years ago, was erased from the campus. While many local people still remembered and gossiped, the faculty was hoping old wounds would stay closed. Yet problems remained. From the school shooting 60 years ago, to the girls being assaulted at a house party, the town became a quiet, sombre place, when it was once fun, full of youth, and alive.

Some rumors piqued the curiosity of the young student. The deaths, the rape, the flow of meth, all committed by a race that once lived on the river floor before the time of the Native American, that had bred with humans and then spread across the south east. 


“I didn’t know anything about her.” The professor said. A black robe hung on the door. 


    Despite the dour silence of Professor Ambrose Zelycki, or “Dr. Z” as he was known on campus. He fit the role of university educator and researcher. Thin arms, thin neck, thick glasses, thinning but theatrical hair style. He gladly took a break from the mire of research to conduct this meeting on the final paper. 


“Do you have digital copies?” 


“Of course.” 


“You know, no one has ever published anything like this.” 


“I know, it’s unbelievable what we can learn from these people.”


But they aren’t people… 


“I don’t think you understand. You need to destroy this research.”


“Well, the Jimn get a bad rap. But they didn’t kill Tyler. That guy wasn’t even from here.”


“We attract strange people. It’s a part of being remote and diverse with so many young people. Nonetheless, we don’t really do anthropological studies here. Let me get into contact with my colleagues at Dagan University.” 


“But it’s all formatted perfectly, cited perfectly. I took time off work to do these interviews. I even had to find a secret village of them. It’s all there. The anthropological connection between the local inhabitants and the Jimn is real. That means the Jimn are real!” 


The professor opened his desk. Inside he had a master key to the dorm rooms.

“And have you shown anyone else this paper? Your parents, your friends?”

“Well, my roommate knows.” 

“And have you shared this online at all. Posted it to a blog or perhaps sent an email?” 

“No, I’m afraid AI will steal it.”

He turned to hide the shadow growing under his eyes. He took his glasses off and polished them, then took a dagger from his desk drawer and placed it in his lens case

“Congratulations on your discovery. This will be the biggest find in Nebraska since the Mastodon. Maybe even the world. I’d like to treat you to celebratory sushi.” 

“That would be great! I can’t stay too late. I’ve got a date tonight, and I told my roommate I’d feed her fish.”


“Oh, don’t worry. There will be time.”


Before he got into the car, he checked his kit to make sure. Nylon rope, duct tape, syringes with nerve relaxer. 



The car drafted down the highway to Omaha but made a quick turn at the Niabrara down an abandoned road overgrown with dry reeds and the ruins of a hospital on the outskirts of fallen buildings. 


II

The Victim 


"I don't know where I am"

I said that before I died. 

I can feel them. Every bone. Every tooth. Every bite from a fish. 

Little slivers in the whirlpool.

Big femurs dragging in the mud. 

Hair and flesh peeled off by the toxic urchins living in the bottom of the river.

They dug their teeth into my cheeks and laid eggs in my mouth. 

Eggs in my brain. 

Eye balls taken by water worms. 

    These sea cretins are all sick. Even the peaceful fish eat the flesh of the dead because there isn’t much else left untainted by the sewage. Every time it rains, Omaha opens its flood gates, and pours raw sewage down stream. I drink this water, this water presses me further down,  greasy shit water eats at my bones. Despite feeling so slick, it’s sticky. 

    The water layers changed with depth from brown, to green, to yellow. At the bottom, a trench of feces and dead animals laid collected and mashed together. I actually vomited when I swallowed the first lung full, but under the water, the vomit has no where to go but the sacks in my face. 

    He choked me then stripped me of my clothes. He took my rings, he took my shoes. He burned the fashion but the jewelry he tossed out the window of his truck. They’re still out there in some farmer’s dust. He doesn’t even know. I can watch from the dark of the river. I can hear them. Why dig up the past, why not just let us live and forget? Because nothing is lost forever. Soon the water will dry up, and I will walk again among them. They will hear me every night when they step onto the porch to take the dog out. 


III

The Killer


“You’ll never find her”.

Keadle, the man who had been stalking Tyler, the man who snuck into the same party as her, found her when she was drunk, and picked her up in his truck. He shook the bars of his cell. The men in the other cells kept back from the light and remained pressed against the wall. He spouted water from the toilet at the guard. 


“You’ll never find her.”

He told the guard, both men dripping with piss and fluid. The other cops had to drag him out of the jail so he wouldn’t beat the suspect to death. 


“You’ll never find her”

As he lay on the cot, he saw a shadow slide through the bars. In its hands shined her golden ear rings. Its flesh black and ruined, pieces of bone revealed through the holes in the flesh canvas.  Especially the palms. Completely stripped of flesh and muscle. His long black robe failed to hide the decay in flickering fluorescent lights. 


“You will never find her.”

The red eyes shined in the dark of the cell as it slid through. It was already wearing pieces of her skin. It pierced the familiar holes in its new canvas and hung the ear rings from them. Ears hanging from its neck. It took the killer by the hand, and in the morning they found him baked in raw sewage from the river. 


Since they never found the corpse of Tyler, it looked like the prosecution wouldn’t be able to convict him. However, truth is, before his trial, he was dragged away back to the river. 

“You'll never find her.” 

He begged all the way to the depths of the shit river where he drank from the most bitter spring. Warren Buffet never even knew that the bathroom he used would become a drinking fountain for the likes of him. Keadle’s appeal was rejected, and his sentence was finalized. He was sent to the Clink in McCook, where his name would be nullified, and his inmate status would be that of an illegal immigrant, so he spends his remaining days being trucked around the country and being farmed for hard labor until the day he dies.


IV

The Necromancer 

The gnome hermit. Yes I know him. We know all about the Jimn. We were there. Him and I are special but I don’t talk to the same spirits. He feels… old. I prefer the dead spirits. The world within the world and beyond. In my time I wore many different suits of flesh. With her rings, I can raise of her body from the murk. The gnome hermit already found her. He protects her remains from me, for what I will do with her sickens him. 


    Why do you need to disturb the dead?

    He understands not the power I wish to use. For the natural powers of moon, tea, and cane answer to him, only the deformed skulls drenched in tainted blood answer to me. I didn’t choose this, the underworld did. 

If they recover her rings, then they would've taken her body and chopped it up in a coroners lab. I will make her complete. I will restore her, as she will join those shady men of the crackhouse where the Jimn doth dwell. 


V

The Professor 


Dr. Z dumped the bags into the water. The northern floods wash the melting snow down and bury the bottom with mud. Someday, she will rise to the surface. Until then, “I’ve never heard of her. She went to school here? Hope she’s okay.”

Lastly, he held her final paper. Her phone. Her laptop. A pistol he hoped to never have to use. He opened the trunk. Emma’s roommate lay squirming within bound and gagged. He wrapped plastic around her head, then a towel, then finally two pillows on either side of her head. The gunblast echoed through the night but he wasn’t worried. There was a gun club up in the hills nearby. He scooped her body out and dumped it next. She floated for a second, then the dark hands of the Jimn arose and pulled her down to rest with them. 

    He sat around a makeshift campfire by the sandy shore. The Necromancer and the Jimn gathered to drink wine from the same bottle and smoke meth. He threw the final paper into the fire, and gave the technology to the Necromancer. 


The Necromancer made swift configurations with his hands and fingers. Then the water opened up, and she came slurping from the putrid river. Mostly reassembled, her neck still twisted where Keadle choked her. Mud squirted from her packed rib cage. Golden brown river water poured from her eye sockets. Snails covered her face and arms. A snake hung from her jaw. It all stayed in place, within her skull and hips, as muscles and flesh reassembled and compacted around and around until there stood a blemished robe of rotten , bitten, scared flesh. 


“No, sorry. I have never heard of her.” 

All the professors at Enoch now say. 

When in reality, there’s a laptop and there’s worms that prove not only the existence of the Jimn, but also that the faculty knows about the problem of creepy men who descend from these creatures and prey on the young pretty girls of Enoch. Every single night, the remains of Tyler drift across the paved lanes between campus  buildings. The hermits claim that she stands there on the ramp in the middle of the night when the ice is frozen on the anniversary of her death.


VI

Studies on the Jimn 



Archaeology in Nebraska: Historical and Anthropological Connections Between Wildlife, Local People, and the Fabled Jimn of the Missouri River Basin


History 202

Emma Braglinger

Dr. Ambrose Zelycki



Long ago before humans crossed the land bridge into North America there lived a race of r\ lizards that dwelled at the bottom of what would become the Missouri River. They were cruel, mean, and ugly. They  crawled from the water to grab eggs and chew the bone of kin that washed to the surface. It devoured raw corns, not just the hard kernels, but the cob and stalk. They also rose to the surface to take rotting carcasses below. 


Indigenous tribes who initially settled in what we call America learned to avoid and respect the remote areas inhabited by these creatures. The translators for Enoch University have been able to find indigenous words used to refer to them, but mis use of Sea Creature- Jim is most prominent among the locals. Dr. Cortes of Anthropology and Ethnic Studies wrote that this colloquial title is related to several indigenous words that sounded to the early Fur Traders like GUNK DIET JIMN, then was mistranslated into English as “Sea Creature Jim” when the later settlers arrived. In search of these lost indigenous words,  He writes ‘the closest translation found is “One That Prevents Peace On The Water”. 


The usage of this term means that the Early Europeans made contact with these creatures. When the French fur trader Orland Dubuque made a trip there in the early 1600s, he returned to Fort Orlean with no company left, all his furs gone, and rich with gold and some bottles of wine.  Upon his deathbed, he dictated a terrible confession. From French, he said “The wealth and empire I manifested was built on a marriage I regret”. Though he was divorced many times and sired many children all over his travels, scholars at Enoch have found the documents he signed with a “Lord Viction”. The mark used to sign the contract is turned to the side. If it were right side up, it would be the words “Heaven Convict”. The document was a bargain in which Orland would secure furs and women for the Jimn of the river. What he got in return is a secret that was lost in the pillaging of his estate and suicide of his only son, who is believed to have started the fire. 

Over time the Jimn adapted to wearing clothes and using tools. They refused to go to school but developed sophisticated smuggling rings powered by money they made from trading with slavers. Instead of building houses, they claimed trees and protected them by the sacred shotgun law. The Jimn used to leave their eggs in these trees until the Arbor Protection Act of 1862 forbade people from claiming wild trees as personal property. 

These early connections were essential in the crossing of the Homo Gene and the Jimn Gene. The founder of Nebraska City, Stephen Nuckols, brought the first 5 slaves into Nebraska. He imagined building an empire out of the west with a super race mix of Jimn and his own slave girls. By the late 1980s people ceased using the moniker “Sea Creature Jim” as their amphibious appearance retracted. Their scales, their external ear openings, their flexible eyelids, all retroverted. They started using their fingers to feel and instead of using their sensory tongues to learn about objects. The spot of light in their skulls that helped them detect predators receded. Their skin lost its ability to change color, and instead it turned to a milky green or even yellow oil. Researchers have determined the color to be “Chartreuse”. They no longer basked in the sunlight on rocks, but hid in the dark of their homes. They seal the doors and bolt shut the windows. They come out to work in the factory or at the fast food joints along the highway. Then go back to their nests where they are sustained on cans of Speghettios and pills. 



  Once Europeans began migrating to America, they made contact with these monsters, and saw an opportunity. A wealthy man named Stephen Nuckolls arrived at the site that would become Nebraska City near Enoch. He saw these creatures, and took many into his bedroom. He laid the first brick down in that town, and declared an alliance. The bricks made of purple were made of sands from the bottom of the river. These creatures were giving them to him, and in return, they’d get to live in the town he created. He planned to build an empire built by slaves with a golden road that stretched to the West Coast ruled by his own race- himself, and the river lizards. Today, the river lizards are almost indistinguishable from homo sapiens and the humans that descend from them, but upon close inspection it’s clear to the learned mind that these people are not homo sapien. They can’t take DNA tests because the origin is undetermined. 


  Many Europeans mated with them, and they bred a sub race of humans that still lives in  South

East Nebraska to this day. Many still descend from these creatures though many have forgotten. Only

the old hermits know the truth, and they put up sigils on their garage doors to ward these monsters

away. Their stories illustrate a family tree of incest, orgies, murder, cannibalism,  drugs, and secret

government work. Though many are not concerned with the danger of these people, the hermits have

declared they lived for a time among them in their caves. They captured and mutilated people’s pets,

they robbed houses, but most of this can be attributed to criminal behavior. What cannot be ignored

however is the rate at which these people produce young, and how they nurture their young to eat the

following babies. The old hermits scowl when they describe what they saw. Cribs of  blood that turned

green in the moonlight. Cradles of malformed bone.  The babies who survive are given a crown of teeth,

and sent into the woods. From there they enter the world.


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