Monday, December 19, 2022

Stella's Graduation

                                         Stella's Graduation


Graham Swanson

Written in 2020


On the night of Stella’s graduation she rented a room in the big fancy hotel to spend a night with her boyfriend before they moved away to the bright hanging cities over the river. She went there alone with a basket of perfumes and a change of outfits, checking her phone in anticipation of her lover arriving. He texted her in the morning, so she left him another message reminding him and tempting him to come to the hotel that night. She provided a template of her figure in an accompanying photo taken by the bench among the trees. He didn’t text back right away.

From outside she looked to the top of the hotel, saw the clouds swirling across the stars and the moonlight, and the spires over the highest windows. Lights filled the rooms above except for two windows. Against the sharpest edges of the roof, a hooded figure loomed down from between two broken chimneys. Even as Stella saw the glimmer of its eyes met with hers, it did not retreat, but offered a gentle wave. The cold blew freezing gusts of frozen mist into the streets and against Stella’s bare legs. 

Stella figured her boyfriend might be stuck at work or at practice, so she went inside to avoid the cold. She couldn’t wait and looked again at her phone on the elevator. The message was sent. The doors blew open and she hurried to hide her phone as she pulled luggage onto the orange carpet. The maid pushed a cart into the hall with her mouth unsmiling mouth hanging open, her spinal cord twisted into a large knot at the base of her neck, and missing teeth that she tried to hide from the young pretty girl swinging her hips down the hall. She went into the red door by herself. The maid lifted her head into the light, her yellow eyes dull and sunken, her balding head losing strands of hair, and when she thought the young girl was gone into her room, the maid went into the cleaning closet and lifted the back of the cabinet. 

A short opening fell open, too short to stand up in, but just snug for the hunchback. It led her down narrow gaps in the walls to small lenses which revealed the interior of each room. She went to the room the young girl just checked in, and she watched her undress, put on silky underwear, and checked her makeup. She constantly looked at her phone, each time with heavier disappointment. An hour passed, so she sent a long grueling voicemail pebbled with angry insults and threats. 

Stella paced around and looked out the window down at the empty parking lot. A few lonely cars sat still. A group of vandals lurked from the darkness of the park and smashed a car window, smashed the tail lights, and smashed the windshield. They left a note on the steering wheel and lit a fire in the back seat. The hooded figure watched from the bench, but did not notice the vandals, but instead kept searching for something in the windows. She closed the blinds as the vandals scampered back off into the dark in the direction of the old factory. 

The maid scratched the fine hairs on her chin. Never had she seen a young girl so upset and it 

made her feel depressed, but also less lonely. Just then a knock came at the door, the girl gasped and dropped her phone to the floor. 


In the bygone times of broken wheels and violent street whipping there loomed a huge smoking factory under where the viaduct is today. Thirty buildings all boarded up and stacked full of belts sculpted from the scales of endangered animals crossed the middle of the village. This place used to be busy and flowed train carts of soup and pudding to cities all over the country. families built mansions around the outskirts of the factory and one thousand other people got jobs working there. It did not last, as the village elders agreed in a secret meeting to sell the factory to a shadow who came at sunset and left at sunrise. 

No one knew of the secret meeting or the plans the elders made. They took the money, stored it in a castle of a bank, returning only to rob the bank and go back to their golf courses on the sweltering coast of alligators and tree snakes as the village fell to squalor and ignorance.

The once glorious mansions remained devoted castles to the families, but not the kind that brings up children to do great things. They became hoarded with garbage, packed full of strange folk, doors always locked and curtains always drawn to keep the fumes from escaping. The sons and daughters of the elders live in these places to this day, all D students who live in the lap of never ending gold, and each one in the pocket of drug gangs from other states. They live alone for the reason of cooking strange potions with gems, propane and chemicals, selling the refined experiments to the enforcers, and selling the bottom of the barrel to the peasants across town. 

The old factory itself became a gruesome outlet for gas squeezed from the cracks of the earth, and for strange creatures who followed the escaping rats up onto the factory floor. These things did not look like you or I. They had the form of a human, but they did not evolve from the apes that climbed down from trees and walked everywhere to hunt their food like us. They evolved from poisonous frogs that lived in pools underground. They can't turn their heads because they have no neck, their eyes are yellow, and they eat molten coals and bathe in hot paint. 

No one came near the factory. Those few crackheads who sought shelter from winter found themselves dragged through grain chutes, then clamped by the head in the clasp of bow hooks, and carried into the air as the rail delivered them to the otherside of the factory. They hung like angels going to heaven, blood gushing from their temples and mouths and soaking their shoulders and feet. Rats followed the trail of blood droplets. The frogmen tore the clothes apart and devoured them for the mites living inside.



Fun Fears, Being Watched

What's In The Attic?

 Whats in the attic?

By Graham Swanson


1: instillation, cobwebs, mouse turds, asthma attacks, heat. Shit. 

2:big teddy bear

3 the control panel for all the towns roads and explosives

4: a floating magical eye that sees all

5: the last evil gnome with the family shotgun

6: my secret pack of cigarettes.

7: my weed plant operation

8: the sniper rifle that *really* shot jfk

9: a ladder to an observatory on the roof

10: gold bars protected by a nail bomb.


Last Meal at a Highway Sonic in Bellevue Nebraska This November In Cold Rain

Last Meal At A Highway Sonic In Bellevue Nebraska This November In Cold Rain

 

by Graham Swanson

        written November 2020 







Cold fog flowed over the highway from the mud fields but the van driver knew police trucks followed him. He kept an untriggered bomb in a baby carriage in the back. They’d catch him soon enough, maybe before he even gets to his destination. The cops already arrested the movement’s leader, and now they searched for those on the forum with him. They all talked about blowing up the capitol building.

Covert trucks and suvs talked on radios and the van driver’s scanner picked up the whispers into their shoulders. They followed him out of Omaha and pressure built up in his rolls of fat with each passing car on the speed lane. He saw no cops on the highway, but the scanner sounded like a party. He left his apartment unlocked, his computer on, and everyone he talked to expected to see fireworks for the movement. He gasped in defeat, but then a shimmering light in the fog saved him.

All the driving made him hungry. His wrists so fattened that they swallowed his hands, and his fingers like short stubs in a potato. Every doctor told him to eat better and quit smoking. Butts spilled from his ashtray, and got lost in the stomped carpet of fast food bags. The van down at the press of a pedal, and the SONIC sign beacon lured him from the dangerous high speeds of the highway to the safety and warmth of those red and white colors of the logo and the smell of salt and oil, but the feeling of hot grease burning his fingertips remained in his starved memory. He counted a few dollars, and looked behind him to make sure the FBI saw him. To his surprise they didn’t close in on him while he hesitated in his van, therefore not even a shred of doubt entered his mind.

    The van driver pulled a shotgun from under his seat. He left the heater run in his van with the drivers side door wide open. The weapon leaned against his shoulder and the scanner swayed in his pocket. Voices echoed in the sand and fog of static about a trash can with a bomb in. He had time while they scurried away.

    Echoes fluttered. The sounds of the highway traffic, the burning furnace of the Sonic, the patter of shoes on wet pavement, the windy rain beating the van driver’s neck, he pulled the gun from his shoulder and crossed his heart with it. He kicked the door open and stopped in the middle of a line of masked people coughing and sneezing into the fabric over their mouths. So many good days spent driving past this place, without ever stopping here. Maybe in some world he used to work here, or perhaps he spent someone else's money on 100$ worth of hamburgers and corndogs. Of all the people inside, he saw old grumpy clerks from Omaha in their suits and ties, weary travelers resting, people talking on phones. It was the Sonic workers who he decided deserved to die. 


The van driver took one glimpse behind his back. He assumed the wires malfunctioned and instead of exploding and taking them all to hell to be with the movements leader once again the bomb just lit his van on fire. People sipping coffee and using the wifi to send job apps on Indeed sat by the wall sized windows noticed first. Then others chimed in "Hey, call the fire department". Right in front of the van driver sat four fast food employees on break. Each one young enough to perhaps enter a bar to buy a beer at the most, otherwise will in high school. They sat together eating, drinking MONSTER energy drinks, and laughing over each others phone screens. They looked pale, polite, vapid and thin if a little out of shape, but washed up, colored stylish hair, smart kids talking bout their classes in school, or articles concerning the state of pandemic lockdowns, and the election sealing the fate of movement’s political ambitions. Yes, yes, the van driver though this, "these are the enemies of the righteous. I am the last of a noble line of conquerors, a family of tribute denied to him by the fake news the sheep consume and vomit back up. Yes, yes." The more he thought of it, the clearer it became who around here deserved to die. 

Some say a man who carries out such a mission must be insane. Completely false. The van driver never felt more at peace, more in tuned with nature and the universe. He accepted his destiny, but some cowardice prevented him from facing his adversaries. He just needed to know that his leader watched him, and that he loved the leader no matter what. In that moment before he blew the arm off one of the young girls in their sonic uniforms, he knew exactly just how competently and cleanly he delivered the burst of shrapnel fire, and no crazy person can do that. 

The van driver coked his shot gun. A shell simmered on the floor by his crocs. Everyone stayed stifled in silence, like a herd of cattle, powerless behind a fence, the danger of their phone screens suddenly up close, so close that they smelled him on their tongues. The second shot blew a young man's head over the table and into the eyes and ears of his friends. The third shot hit the middle of the table, but pieces of table pierced their necks and cheeks as pieces of metal b.bs bounced around on the laps of the people waiting in line. The fourth shot came as the van driver stood directly over top of a young girl. He killed her off with  a wild grin spreading his neck apart. The fifth shot came as the last one crawled through a gushing pool of shimmering blood. The van driver shot her in the spine and her final breaths bubbled in the crimson on the tile. By this time the police lights shined in the parking lot, and the FBI pulled armor and assault rifles out of the back of jeeps. They waited for him to come out. 

The van driver felt sleepy. He looked around with the gun at his hip. It looked to him

like he killed everyone, he took the movement one day further as its enemies trembled in

fear, as any devoted warrior against the dark world order would do. If anything else, he

valued the love of the world more than any of the police out there behind their flashing

lights and jackboots. He expected them to storm in and take him, but instead they hid behind

dumpsters and walls, waiting for him to leave. He left his gun inside by the final struggling

body shivering on the floor. Outside he found Christmas music and the smell of burning

plastic. He laid face down in the parking lot, and let the police arrest him, because he heard

the news cameras rolling, and he knew that his story would be a lover for the other would be

spree killers to find, and get inspired by. So in his mugshot, despite the jail cell shared with

hardcore gang convicts, he smiled to let them know, Mission Accomplished.