Thursday, December 30, 2021

The Spanish Horse

       




The Spanish Horse

by Graham Swanson


NOTE: A SPANISH HORSE WAS A MEDIEVAL TORTURE DEVICE.


        After the war ended, a wild judge from the rubble of what was once the Magnificent City declared the 

death penalty Null and Void and replaced it with the sentence of public torture. His royal interrogators 

built a great sawhorse in the middle of the ruins so that the survivors living in the destruction witnessed 

the operation. It appeared overnight like morning glory, the sharpened wedge gleamed like the sun on a 

smooth beach, fifteen sharp feet in the air, a puddle of blood already left black stains on the grass 

growing underneath its mighty legs. The judge hired the Grand  Inquisitor of Amaymon to oversee the 

process. 

       He entered court wearing a red tie and black cape. Oiled feathers covered his face and arms.

Under the Broken Cross of the Great Crusade, the Inquisitor took on the heavy suede of the red robes under a black hat. Every day he patrolled the prison and looked into each cell with his men. They stopped at the end of the hall, torches in hand, to pull a thin pale man from a flooded hole in the ground. He punched and kicked, bit and spat up mouthfuls of dirty water on their boots. The Inquisitor felt no remorse and smiled at the doomed man. The pit didn’t break his spirit. The “Math” class didn’t either. Nor did the back-breaking labor packing bullet into magazines.

        “I’m innocent. You’re killing an innocent man! A reasonable man! A human being!”

        “You were one of those conspirators who rioted against our great Fortress and spread subversion to our people, yes?”

        “Where is your compassion? Where is your heart?”

        The Inquisitor's men twisted his arms and beat him until he collapsed into their arms.

Now I tried to help you and get you moved to the deadly disease testing ward, but the judge said he needs it to be dramatic. Perhaps If you went before a painting of His Honor, and confessed to trying to demoralize the good folk of our new order, tell the public you will plead for mercy even though you are trash, maybe we can get you stacking plague bodies in the catacombs under the city.”

        The Prisoner found no words in the bubbles of blood swelling in his mouth. Once a fearless orator known across broadcast towers, he’d been in prison so long without an audience or person to talk to that he forgot how to use words. Without seeing the sun in years, his eyes sunk into the back of his head. He forgo what the wind sounded like, and how the ground warmed up in the morning. Like a sailor prepared to die at sea, he spat on the floor and told them again, and mumbled under his breath. 

Now, we want peace, and we want to restore all that was damaged. Look at it this way, you are on the brink of a new era. A lot is riding on your shoulders. More than there has ever been in your entire life. You’ll be up there for many days now, so meditate on this woe as you approach your death with dignity. The whole world will follow our testament soon, and you were the first to hear it.”

The Inquisitor’s men dragged the inmate by his feet across the loose stones of the under-dwelling to the platform that rose from the mushrooms and stagnant puddles to the bright pale overworld above. The light blinded the condemned. Once the glare wore away he opened his unswollen eye, he saw clearly the Spanish Horse erected above him with robes and stones ready. Deer lept from a broken wall to untamed bushes. Seabirds built nests in the sills of fractured silohs, and children played naked amid the cannons of wrecked tanks and emptied assault rifles.

The Inquisitor led the procesion. They escorted him to a platform of stairs, each one creaked and bent under his shrunken feet. His thin, atrophied legs trembled. Each creek made a horrible sound that burrowed into his spinal discs like a bad memory. In every blown-over building, he saw candles and cold, furious faces. Sunlight warmed his face. His guts turned to lead. His blood turned to mud. His heartbeat hardened as his feet moved faster. He kept singing lullabies to the rye fields blowing between sections of destroyed city, and to himself, a single spell as the Inquisitor's men ran a sharpener on the wedge of the Spanish Horse. A woman under a fowl mask blessed the blade with sacred well and asked him for last words.

I'm not the only one bleeding here. The past is never done repeating. You know what I say is true.”

Talmage the Deceiver, may you be purified and returned to the sacred well.”

    The Inquisitor, the Priestess, and the armed men all prayed out loud together. "Thank you for the strength to crush our enemies. Thank you for sending these heavenly devices down to us."

 The woman under the fowl mask uttered holding the hand of the prisoner. She gave the signal for the men to begin the torture. They tied a bag around his head and placed him on a slide to lower him onto the wedge. Once saddled, they held his legs down and strapped the cuffs to his ankles, and then dropped the stones. Each one weighed fifty pounds, and when they stopped midair, an unmistakable report of pain sent all the animals and children fleeing back into their hiding places.

The guards sat with their machine guns on top of the walls. If a foot broke off and he rolled over, their orders to shoot on sight earned them accolades among the Inquisitor’s office.

The first day he screamed and screamed and screamed until the sun rose again.

Then he sat there moaning, moaning, moaning.

By the third day, he sat still, and quiet. The children came back out to curiously loom over rooftops to see the shade of the Spanish Horse expand in the clouded sunlight.

On the fourth day, hawks arrived and packed at the mask over his face, and pulled tendons from his shoulders.

By the fifth day, a cloud of flies covered the man and chewed through the holes in his face bag.

By the sixth day, the wedge cut through half his body. The blade stopped at his ribs.

The children dared each other. Go over. Go there. The young girl with red hair kept telling them "no no", but they called her a coward and a witch, until she accepted the gang’s dare, and from the rooftop, she planned her route around the guards.

The girl crawled under fallen roads, jumped over pits full of lice and rotten clothing, climbed up the scaffolding of a windmill leaning from a building to jump over the heads of the armed guards quietly, then she crawled into the gutter pipe and rode it down to the bushes below. The guards heard the snapping of branches and flutter of alarmed cats. They carried their assault rifles around torn chain links and melted beams. The small girl huddled her body as small as she could make it, and crammed herself into a water hole where a brick used to be. They found nothing and went back to monitoring the condemned.

The girl broke free, scratching her knees and elbows, and creating a deep gash above her eye. The blood got in her hair and eyes, but she experienced far worse bruises playing in the foggy towers by the collapsed bridge. She rubbed dirt and sediment into the wound until the bleeding stopped. It burned like a cooking sheet, but she knew that once she found watershed clean it out and wear a proper headwrap and ice. She looked around wondering why the guards failed to notice her, and she realized that her fingers, neck, toes all covered in sheets, soot, and blood like everything else in the playground of ruins.

The man on the Spanish Horse loomed before her, hanging there like a black ribbon caught in the barbed wire. His head down, hands tied behind his back, ankles exposed and drenched in blood. Dogs carried off the slabs of meat from under the Spanish Horse. Flies the size of darts flew out of tears in his hood. Blood trickled to the ground below. Black birds swarmed overhead. Tender blue flowers grew on top of fallen roofs around him. The girl listened to the wind, to the flies, to the smoldering of the guards smoking, to the wheezing of their lungs, and she crawled over glass and broken wheels until she stood under the shadow of the Spanish Horse.



Thursday, December 16, 2021

Nightshadows

Nightshadows

By Graham Swanson  



Shadows of windows, ripped awnings, the harvest pole in the middle of the street bent in the collapse of shrieking wind. The shadow stranger lurked in the strained light of midnight welcome. Innocent deaths occurred far away inside the homes beyond the sleeping, beyond the businesses streets, close to slick stones pressed into the ancient ground. Prisoners who rebelled astride war rats once reigned here as mighty kings, but once the storms passed mere stories exist alone.  Remains get dropped here sometimes in garbage bags or in coffins, other times hung from the power lines, even laid out in the middle sidewalk peacefully outstretched in the lamplight and decorated in lashes.  The shadow stranger comes here but never looks into the windows to rob the stores, nor does he drop off love notes to teenage runaways. He just stops and disappears as his shadow does as he enters the brightest part of the pavement.

The humming lamp eats him, and only his shoes are left in the morning found by the pointy-eared children harvesting aluminum to sell. The gray-skinned, yellow-haired kids flee into the alleys but they never get far. The light calls them back at night, and they are struck blind and disfigured. They swear at the sign of the fabulous monster, once the children are gone, the man in the shadow walks back from the same direction in the same clothes, concealed by darkness, never brightening even as he gets nearer. The light is quiet, but like a silent film, some linger around the green paint, touch the wet metal, and let the light warm them from the mist gales. They hear voices within.

The city shut off power after wildfires encroached electrical generators. The lamp still glowed like a platinum island in the darkness. The worms rose from the dirt and squirmed into the light and the dead bodies of the decomposed gathered to eat. The monster of the light growled in pleasure. Its children ate and danced until they joined the vapor.

A woman rolled her stroller by one night and bumped into the shadow stranger. At first, she acted embarrassed and cast a blanket over the half-empty whiskey bottle and plastic bags containing her possessions. He didn’t stare, he didn’t even try to talk, all he did was raise both hands to his face, and emitted a shallow howl as he pulled them away, and she beheld the smooth flesh and red cheeks of a smiling child. She hurried away as he tightened his color and put both hands on his shoulders to slump back into the lamplight. That night her godmother heard all about the encounter, and she advised her not to worry about the spirits of the city. All the lost souls find their way to that lamp corner, and the dark shadow who is only revealed when he wants to be, guides them to black castles in the afterlife. 

Thursday, December 9, 2021

Touch of Death

 Touch of Death

written by Graham Swanson






Travis balanced a pool cue on the groove on his forearm where the flesh healed into a thick cuff hanging off the smooth scabs of his wrist stub. He still felt painful spams of a phantom hand 6 months after the accident and he still smelled his own blood searing against the hot blade of the spinning torch machine at the factory. Losing his hand made it hard to rest a pool cue, but the bridge of bone and scar tissue formed a convenient slot. He slid the cue into the fleshy slot, set his stub on the table, and took aim at the shots he needed to take. He nestled the cue deeper into the groove, and used the hanging layer of scab and scar tissue as a guide, and like a magic hand helped him, his shot tapped the cue ball into his target, and it nearly fell into the corner pocket but it clacked against another ball by just a sliver.

Travis’s friends surrounded him and told him how close he came to winning the game. Beautiful women dressed in their best kept looking over at him from across the sticky floor, and he hid his gnarled stub behind his friends as he stood behind them in fear of being noticed. He wanted them to notice his eyes, how young he looked despite his age, flesh never scarred by acne, almost graduated with a degree in laser engineering, volunteered on weekends to clean litter from the park, but all people notice is the gnarled joint bone sticking out from purple layers of soft foamy crust. He still felt his hand crawling at their necks. The machine didn’t make a clean cut on his hand, it grabbed his hand and spun it around the center of a drill.

The girls at the bar laughed at him as the machine clamped around his hand twisted the wrist joint and tore veins from his arm until it left a string of blue and pink nerves coiled on the open safety guard. The tag lock hung on the ring splattered in blood. The engineer shouted at the supervisor, “I just drained its power!” As emergency whistles flashed and the machine shot out pieces of bone and sprays of blood at the people getting near. His blood covered the walls, the lights, the neighboring machines, and the entire workload nearby. The entire shop closed for calibration and cleaning, but that day never came because anyone who tried to get close to that machine or any other lost something or fell ill of a fatal disease.

At night he woke up from nightmares of his severed hand crawling up the bedside still beaten and bruised but dragging along tangles of vein and nerves in a tight blue rope. The pains in his missing hand shot up his arm and pulsed in his shoulder. He felt pockets of soreness throb in his neck and lungs. The factory blamed him for the accident. He never worked again because any time he stood before an appliance or piece of machinery, he felt his marrow exposed to the cold air, and the deep shame shadowing his sunken, marbled face.

The pretty girls knew it too. When they smiled and laughed with their friends, it was because they pondered about his condition, they called him a loser behind his back. Lots of people did. In Travis’s time, if you didn't get married at 18 or right out of college, you never got married. They wanted millionaires, lawyers, athletes, not amputees. Those available had hundreds of men available on their phones and dismissed anyone who couldn’t hold their attention every six seconds.

So Travis lived alone in an empty apartment in the run-down slums of town in the shadow of the abandoned factory that took his hand. The landlord lived in Florida, and let the apartment building fall into disrepair. Water didn’t run in the bathroom at all and only ran in the kitchen for two hours a day. Only the hall had a light. The smells of every bathroom in the building rose up into his sink. The stovetop melted when he lit the propane. He paid two thousand dollars a month for this pace. Rent rose again, beetles covered the windows, the heat didn’t come on and only one room had a window.

It took so much out of him that he bought a gun and tried to shoot himself with it in the bathtub but just before he pulled the trigger someone knocked at his door. He swung the door open. A little kid stood there. He held open a sack and asked for candy. He forgot that it was Halloween. He almost told the kid he didn’t have any candy when three men pushed their way through the door and backed each other up with pistols.

They demanded his car keys.

For the first time in his life, he used the phantasms to his advantage. He still felt his missing hand, but now on the cold steel grip of his own pistol. He told the invaders that he’d get the keys for them because he just changed after a shower. He put his hands up, they pressed their guns into his face.

“don't you scream, just tell us where the keys are, and we’ll be gone.” All three of them looked like teenagers, the oldest and biggest one did the talking while the other watched the hall and the third watched the door. Travis felt his phantom hand squeeze the handle, he left it in the bathroom.

“It’s on the sink, near the bathroom, in my jeans pocket.”

The older trespasser told his two accomplices to stay put, and he pounced into the hall and entered the bathroom. He saw no dirty clothes or wet towels, nor did he feel the humidity of trapped steam in the ventless bathroom, but Travis felt his finger clip the trigger. He flexed the muscles in his invisible hand, and gunshots exploded in the bathroom. The oldest trespasser fall against the hall wall under the only light bleeding from several wounds in his chest, neck, thigh, and jaw.

The teenagers panicked and started shooting at Travis who hurried into his bedroom. He pushed his dresser against the door, but it didn’t hold them for long. Hands pried open the door and reached inside. Travis took the mobile radiator that heated his bedroom and slammed it against one of the hands. Two fingers bent backward. The last land reached inside with a gun. Travis hid on the other side of the dresser as fiery shots lit up the room and shattered the TV. He forced his hips into the dresser and pinned the kid’s arm to the doorway with the door. He screamed in pain, but Travis went through his pillows searching for the knife he kept sheathed in bear leather. With the spearhead-shaped blade he sliced at the hand until fingers dropped of, and then he impaled it to the doorway, and let it there with the boy still crying for help.

Travis kicked out the screen and jumped out the only window and escaped to the neighboring building where he hid away for the night. As he dozed waiting for the police, he felt the phantom hand crawling up his chest, onto his shoulder, and against his mouth and eyes. In the morning no police arrived, but bloody handprints covered his face. The right stars aligned in the sky, and the fortune-tellers with rotten faces living in the gutter told him as much. The worlds far away, much different and obscure, gave him their light and turned the machines against him, but in turn, gave him the phantom hand. He still felt it when pains shook his arm.

After the attack, he left the city to live in his hometown. The phantom hand followed him on the bus ride back. He wandered the foggy streets after a heavy rain shook the leaves from the trees until he found a narrow path open up in the forest where there was no path before. There, trees there turned white among black misshapen branches. He smelled hot food and bells and followed the path until he lost sight of the town, crossed a bridge, and come across a red cottage surrounded by hay and brambles. An old man with yellow eyes and a long white beard opened the front door and beckoned him inside with a plate of cabbage and fish fried in vinegar. He also had only one hand.

Travis went inside. Candles lit the rooms, and a coal furnace burned. Red sparks fluttered onto the dusty floor. The old man sat before an open book etched full of graphic scenes of ritual and sacrifice. Naked women kneeling before a two-legged behemoth with wings for arms and 9 appendages leaking from its stomach. Arms and legs hanging from racks cut off by tiny people with giant cleavers in an ancient city.

As the walls reddened with blood, the old man looked up at the Christmas tree in the corner and spoke as if wishing back on dear memories. The imagination he showed Travis depicted a crimson hand holding a candle over the moon as packs of hungry wolves drew near the halo of its light. “The stars will be up high for you. No matter how dark, they will find you through the clouds. There is no escape.” The pages flipped and turned carefully without the old man touching the book. The next page illustrated a hooded man with a crimson hand raising the dead from their catacombs.

In the news that night the town sighed in relief. The serial killer that stalked the town finally got buried, but to their shock, in the same cemetery as the town's founders. They all spat on the floor and felt sick knowing what he did, but no one spoke of it. The partially devoured victims still lived somewhere in town, and he swore vengeance on them all when the needles injected him with poison. Everyone wanted to forget, but too many still remembered him tapping on their windows late at night and asking for a phone to call help.

The killer murdered one entire family with four young kids, and 2 women living alone. Before the police arrested him, he tried to get into 12 other houses. He carried the bodies into the woods, butchered them on a stump in the middle of an ivy grove, and devoured the bones. He made sure to cut off each of his victim's hands and feet before he killed them.

Travis found work in a diner kitchen but thought about quitting every day. Some people he knew in High School came in one morning, with their spouses. These kids beat up on him back then while their girlfriends encouraged them. They moved away to the city once they graduated but still owned homes in the small town but only came back to collect on rent and deposit the money in the bank.

“Still living in town, Travis?” one asked in mock pity and they all pretended to care.

The phantom hand pulsed against their necks as they ate. Travis flexed it softly as if holding a little girl’s hand until it itched the back of a throat. He grabbed hard and raised his stub into the air, and one of them vomited all over the booth. He kept his hand raised and squeezed until they convulsed on the floor, grabbing at their neck blood and vomit oozed from their nose.

The others called for an ambulance but it never came. The snotty brat died on the diner floor covered in omelet, blood, and bile. The others ran outside but didn’t get too far. Large hounds guarded their cars and chased them out into the street with the other meat-eaters of the forest.

Travis spent the night watching young lovers kiss in the park, his hand tickling the back of their necks, and lifting each other's shirts. They giggled and acted innocent. They never knew Travis watched them and guided his phantom hand around their bodies. He felt the girl’s breasts and squeezed so hard that she slapped her boyfriend and stormed off. He felt sorry for them but decided to be more subtle next time.

Travis visited the graveyard and spent all night moving from grave to grave. They didn’t make it easy to find, but the stars shined for him, and the north wind blew, and there amid fluttering cloaks and ghost fog, glowed a halo around the grave of the infamous serial killer. The old man’s voice chanted with a coven of witches beneath underground tunnels. They rose their hands into the smoke of a thousand melting candles, as Travis rose his wrist into the waxy halo of light, and a new bone grew from the melting stub. A red flame burned where his hand once was as a new claw grew out from the newly formed flesh. The ground ripped open.  

Thursday, December 2, 2021

Love Potion

 Love Potion

Graham Swanson 



4 of Wands

 Bring the exchange of ideas to ensure a universal need of approval and support. Seldom do the final wands turn on the heads of the illiterate against the unlearned. Too soon will the millennial find themselves widowed with the insufficient burden, as the oldest creep away to quiet catacombs. All will find the wash of fire turning the shiniest pink path to balms of bloody flowers where deer come to eat.

In these rings of destruction, after a hundred years or more, a special herb will grow from the charred ruins of temples of giants. The skeletons of iron towers bend towards the floodwaters, their shadows keep away the giant birds, and the pools created by silent stars nurture silver roots of a plant that hums in the night and fills the air with a narcotic haze. It’s a prize in the land of charcoal craters and giant cats. Burglars come from many villages and castles away to explore the haunted beds where the pedals erode. The rocks are coated in a fine dust of dead Lust Plant.

Regulators from insurance companies kept tabs on the collection and export of extract Lust plant and raw beds where it flourished. Eliza came from the islands of white beaches and open windows to investigate fraud in one of the offices in trembling black boxes in the middle of the New Capitol. She worked with former athletes in steel-colored suits, inexperienced yuppies straight out of college who collect music records from the 60s, and women from all over the world. The managers and people who ran the place averaged age 100. All of them former lawyers reached their substantial ages by a diet of red meat from endangered cows treated with enriched GMOs.

Eliza only liked a few of the people and felt that she had the most depressing life since she found the New Capitol unlike her home in the sunny islands. The streets turned white with frost in the morning and torrential downpours flooded the streets at night. Strange villages of weird folk of the fields surrounded the city and its cluster of counties. She would’ve stayed in the islands but the doctors told her that her body rejected the vitamin D from the sunlight, that her organs failed to digest seafood and rice, and that the problem is exacerbated by salty climates like ocean adjacent shores.

In the New Capitol, the sun seldom shined and night lasted for days. She took five-mile walks every night in costumes she created. She carried food prepared at home with her. The strange folk provoked her suspicions because they didn’t make as much money as her and they mostly worked what she saw as shitty jobs in food, cleaning, manufacturing, writing. However, the wealthy lawmakers of the ancient fields offered her a job in one of the most important offices in the New Capitol. She hated the entire place and wished she lived back on the islands. Her mission there was to monitor the insurance claims on the Lust Plant beds of the "Charming".

On the night of the grand musical Eliza went on a date with a young wealthy lawyer and met with her co-workers who traveled the world a little. They all agreed that the poor peasants are moot because most people are shit anyhow, and since the pandemic already killed off millions of people, what's the point of helping them? In other words, it’s as imperative as a medicine cocktail for the clinically ill, that they show no mercy for anyone trying to steal the Lust Plant, especially among the fields of strange folk surrounding the New Capital. Anything they create, music, literature, art, is inherently inferior to the comics parched together back in her beloved islands. She wanted no lovers. She didn’t like having her handheld in the snow. She didn’t want children, and couldn’t have them anyhow. She pursued a career instead and loved catching frauds and thieves.

Smoke stacks pumped purple fumes as tubes ad machines processed Lust Plant into potions. In the times after the Great Summer reduced crops to ashes, spread disease, incited the Balkanization of the content, and killed millions, the Lust Plant potion skyrocketed in demand. For men, it gave them both sexual vigor and incredible enthusiasm. Not only did it engorge their love flesh with blood, keeping their veins strong and stiff for hours, but it also prevented other sexual dysfunctions like premature ejaculation, STDS, and post coital anxiety. With that, it also made the moment of passion incredibly powerful, like teenagers or soap opera actors. For women, it made the most frigid person orgasm several times in one night only after a few minutes and made the most infertile three times more breedable, so that even one-time contact resulted in pregnancy. The average family consisted of eleven children. The refineries refined more and more Lust Potion to repopulate the humanity lost in the Great Summer. The Lust Plant was seen as vital. The most important substance in the land, and it only grew out of these beds of the most destroyed places.

The beds of destruction nurture the roots, and entire fields of these flowers grow where once towns and forests stood. These heavy vintages grow together to assemble a jungle of forbidden purple flowers. The wind carries their haze into the land and intoxicates wildlife with its effects. However, anything caught in the violet fog of the Lust Plant will not only be infatuated by its potent effects, but the haze will be so strong that someone will shortly fall into a coma that lasts for five days, and then kills them. As the plants die, they break apart and blow away, spreading seeds and haze as new ones grew on top.

Trailer villages popped up around these untamed masses of fuming flowers. People wore masks and kept thermometers on their phones that read the Lust Plant content in the air. Businesses arose that drove trucks, fixed tools, and sold parts for machines. Huge twelve-house silos rose to the sky. Banks and insurance companies arose to track the flowers and the trucks. Legends spread of gems hidden among the fatal coils of purple flowers.

The peasants of these villages survived the heavy haze. Some even ventured into the thickets to explore the flowery volcanoes of musk and came back out alive. They relished the extreme effects rumored to cause secret openings to appear behind the thorns and dead plants that unleashed their inner desires. Forbidden was the way, as the flowers nurtured moss that coated the ruins of the old world, so did the commissioners of its dearest earnings.

Eliza heard of the villages of strange peasants living among and worshiping the Lust Flower in her criminal profile orientation. One of the men who wandered into the flowers and returned. He immediately burst into flames. The peasants then watched in horror as he survived the fire with precious stones glowing in his hands.

The company sent their detective to the village to investigate and find out what they had in the flowers that they didn’t report on their insurance. She tightened a gas mask over her face and walked only in the moonlit roads because the sun hurt her skin. She found the village deserted, but bells rang in the flowers and staffs pounded the ground. Despite her investigation, she found no people, only empty buildings and trailer homes with food still on the table.

The flowers grew over the roofs and out of the well. Jewel encrusted skeletons littered the ground. Midnight drew near, so Eliza moved to her car to sleep for the night. She typed up her report and looked forward to escaping back to the New Capitol when she realized the moon grew larger under the haze drifting in the wind. A tap came at her window, and she put her work down to see one of the skeletons walking by his one hand guiding along the window as it knocked off the mirror.

Eliza stayed shocked in her seat, caught in disbelief as the dead walked out of their trailers, sat up from their seats, covered in moss, grass, and purple flowers. They wandered into the border of Lust Flower. She left her car and followed after them with her gas mask tight, and stockings high. Her boots mashed mud and snail shells. Fog obscured her lenses and the plant debris filled her respirator.

Bony hands took her by the skirt and tried to guide her along, but she twisted around to run back. She tasted the Lust dander on her tongue. It burned her throat and made her rest against the single wall of a fallen tower. The pain in her stomach went away, and the scars left by the sun went away.

The skeletons sank into the mud, but something else rose from the vines on the ground. The high plants blocked the moon and the stars, and she saw the shadow of a stone casket arise. The markings, the picture, all tonsured by plant slurry and erosion of time. She pushed open the lid. Beneath the bed of spiders and fungus, she found a skull attached to a spinal cord with no ribs, hips, or arms.

The tops of the flowers parted and the moonlight flooded through several arches to shine on her. She lifted the head up to see it closer and brought it into the light. Slowly it grew moist flesh and became soggy with warmth in her palms. Blood trickled down her arms as eyeballs rolled in its sockets and a tongue lashed against its teeth. Its muscles tightened as lymph nodes and sinuses sank into rivets. Blue lips appeared and eyelids slid over.  


Thursday, November 11, 2021

Everlasting Dystopia

 Everlasting Dystopia


Graham Swanson





                                                                          5 of Pentacles



A bright rainbow cut across the blackened sky. Its colorful blades sliced apart the murky clouds and evaporated the dewy gloom settling over the spike atop Dougar City’s greatest towers. Clean water flowed under the cramped bridges and down ravines where the homeless slept and fought with daggers and shards of glass. Lovers with arms outstretched held each other in a muddy field before the arena shining like a musical chalice. Boys and girls got out of their mom’s trucks and frolicked among the shops, t shirt stands, and beer gardens. Smoke from pens scented the air with spiced fruits and candied tarts plumed between every young man in a black hat and lady with tattoos. Everyone shared links of sausage and silver flasks of moonshine.

The mother drove her son Hans and his friend Stomp to the concert because he just turned 15 and he begged her for a chance to get out of their small town for his birthday, and share his celebration with the reckless resolve of the city. She took no joy finding a place to drop him off because she saw no one his age around. At her age, water pipes were made of lead, the paint was made of lead, and kids smoked cigarettes, pointed knives at each other, and met up with men far older than them. She stopped the car, and let him know. “If anything happens to you, I will throw myself off a bridge. You stay safe, keep your phone on you, and come right home when this is over. Get into no one’s car. Go to no one’s house. Please obey your mother.”

The field of people slowly marched inside of the arena. Rainbows splintered and shocked the birds. Despite the late season, bugs crawled up light posts. Ice cold puddles steamed over warm air. Flooded lots turned to curtains of ice and fog. The wind blew it over the heads of the 20,000 revelers and they hailed the starry lights and magnetic worlds revealed by the rainbow of ever changing colors.

The boys felt hungry and thirsty once they smelled the grills and Styrofoam. People happily fed them from plates with no charge, and gave them drinks from pop bottles. Their shoes stuck to the floor of the arena. The deafening blasts from the sound system shook the ground. Three pink pyramids gleamed from the neon stage. Steel cables and hovering platforms swung overhead like guillotine blades. Everyone held a wand in their hand.

These wands emitted a pale light, showed them maps, answers to riddles, naked people, whatever they wished, with the tap of their fingers. Pink mist and cyan feathers blew in cyclones around their wands. With magic lenses they recorded everything happening. Under the spell of the event they awaited, they never wanted to lose the blast of serotonin and sweet smells, pretty people, and contagious invisible germs.

In the crowd arrived all kinds of people. Men fresh out of jail at the bottom of society. Former celebrities who lost their fame and fortune. Women living in buses who dreamed of having an Onlyfans for their own. Outcasts who just found silver coins on the street. They pooled their money together for tickets and rides, gifts, and apartments along the river. They kept each other warm with body heat as snowflakes climbed on their shoulders.

The singer arrived singing into a candlestick and seduced the crowd with synthronics and electric mirages. Women undressed and hurled their clothes on stage as men spat at him in envy. With each splatter that touched his face, the singer pointed and called on the crowd to destroy them. With each call, he danced the robot, and drew them closer, surging onto the cusp of the state where bodyguards struggled to keep them out from their bunker. Photographers snapped photos and listened to the wind howl. The furious crowd closed in more and more, and they only made phone calls before the hypnotic dance moves drove the peaceful people into a blood-thirsty craze.

An Uber driver named Shift took the wheel in the depressing gloom of Dougar City listening to weather reports of snow in the early morning. Body counts climbed high. 88 people dead within two hours. From the parking lot in which he awaited the boy who hailed his car the huge arena parking lot lit up under an orb of pale gas. The stranger wore a motley gown and leather belts. Rain dripped from the bells on the tails of his funny hat. He gave the driver forty dollars to keep waiting.

In the meantime, the medic police beat the crown of 20,000 back with electric batons and fireproof shields as paramedics fought to resuscitate some of the wounded. Many screamed and rose their hands but most fell into the wash of eyes and sweaty backs. The dying person struggled to gasp as blood filled his mouth. Boot heels stamped his shirt and cracked his skull. Neck veins strained and whistles blew but fell limp under the curtains of joyous screams, rescue workers storming the stage, falling away from a rising platform as the singer moved like a robot as the throbbing blood bath of weary and masked fans took their revenge on the night.

The singer’s shirt gleamed like diamonds under starless night between a beam of white violet and pink lasers. He did the moves he learned to summon great magic. In the modern eyes of the secular youth, he carried on some relic from the previous generation by pretending to move like a machine, not a man. In the wiser minds he practiced the Ai Sa ritual taught to him by the lost children who employed his contract. His men charged the rescue workers and swept them from the stage as police ordered the show be halted. They tried to cut the power, they tried to disperse the crowd with poison, yet the power stayed on, the three pyramids changed color, the droning choruses of music stayed on, and the singer remained on his platform dancing the robot, the forsaken Ai Sa known merely to old dead priests of a long forbidden brotherhood.

Fans hurled severed legs into the air.

The surge trapped police and sucked them into the chaos as large men fought behind aluminum batons to carry dying boys and women on their backs to the ambulances on the other side of the arena. Often they came too late, and the victims died on their shoulders, on the stretcher, or on the threshold of the ambulance door. Still the singer danced the robot as his shoes soaked in the blood of nearly a hundred. He left these tracks from platform to platform.

As the uber driver spun his wheel, his back tires skidded off, the singer felt a cable break. He kept dancing the robot over a crowd of fans pressing on with the pyramids gleaming in their eyes. Red tails whipped in the air as golden ribbons fell from the clouds. The eye of ISIS closed, and the rainbow changed direction. The platform dropped into the crowd, and the singer fell with the candlestick in his grasp. He dangled from the cable for a short time but the cold wetness slid down his wrist, and he dropped from the top of the arena onto the pointed top of the pyramid.

In his final gasps of life, high above the masses crushing, stomping, suffocating each other, as his blood poured down the sides of the pyramid and evaporate to smoke, he kept doing the robot. The anger dissipated as everyone looked at the blood on their hands. One by one, weeping in sorrow and regret, they climbed up the glowing pyramids to pry the sacred candlestick from his dead hand, then venture out to take their sorrow into the streets. It got colder, dustier, and they felt exhausted from their injuries, from the late hour, and from the plagues they breathed in. Hundreds of dead bodies lay beaten to pulps like ruby jelly.

The two teenagers waited outside. Their money lost, their phones lost, bruised, and left in the cold. Hans worried about his mother as his friend Stomp went back inside to recover their items. Hans stood there alone in the cold in the echos of the violent night. The music continued, people started to leave, turning down the parking lot and joining the distant catacombs of light. The vampires came out to stand over burning barrels of diamonds and beckon the furloughed to come join them.

Hans waited and waited, but Stomp never came out. He thought about what his mother told him and feared he’d never see her again. He took off down the highway, into the frozen casino parking lots, past abandoned restaurants towards salty hotels. Then from the darkness of a curved road, a yellow car appeared. It stopped, and inside Hans saw a driver and a man in motley in the back. The back door opened, the man in motley held out a wand and smiled through the dark mask over his face. His eyes leaked like an overflowing cup. “Need a ride home?”

The snow numbed his ears and he felt the sweat cool on his back turn to ice. He looked around but didn’t see Stomp or anyone else for miles except for the shady men waiting outside capsized boxcars by the rails. At close to, 4am he just wanted to eat junk food and be home. He got into the yellow car and relaxed at once under the spray of hot air. He listened to the bells on the motley man’s hat as the car hit the highway and sped out of town. Under the jacket and belts, he saw the man wearing a golden dagger with a crossguard shaped like the head of a lion.

"Did you kill him? Why?" Hans asked.

The man in motley shrugged and shook his head so the bells made music. He contorted his hands to create the Eye of Isis and snickered. "Didn't you enjoy the show?" The car left the lights of the city and entered the foggy darkness. The road curved under bridges and across the river to the place where trees don't lose leaves and the moon devours rainbows. Hans thought they passed the road home, but when he tried to speak up the car sped up.

Bells jingled all night long.  

Friday, November 5, 2021

Victory in Deceit

Victory in Deceit 

by Graham Swanson







The first memory I have is the sight of a dozen greenhouses behind our lovely cabin home back in the 

 mountains of shattered opal tables. A heavy tarp over each one sneezed the wind. I must’ve been two 

years old when I first asked father and older brother why there were so many masked caretakers 

moving between the tarps. Older Brother looked at Father with fear in his eyes, and Father leaned 

down to take my shoulder. He pointed across the slopes and over the grass at the greenhouses, and

 told me, “We are tomato growers, my son. They are helping me because it's too cold for tomatoes to 

grow by themselves. So I’ve brought many here. Yes or no, do their suits frighten you?”

“Yes, father. I don’t like them.”

The caretakers looked like Beekeepers. Their shadows lurched behind the transparent flaps. Heavy hoods covered their heads and shoulders, and black mesh and breathing tubes disguised their faces. When my father spoke to them, they bowed like the dragon heads on a king’s throne. Silver gripped pistols hung from the same spots on their bodies as I kept my lunchbox.

“They are not human, my son. They are from the world of magic where the awake meet the sleeping. They are to be feared, but they are also my friends and they listen to me, so they won’t hurt us. But my power has its limits, and you must never go to the greenhouses. You must never bother them.”

In all my years searching for this place where the sleeping dreamers meet the awoken disappointment, I never once smelled a tomato or saw one leaving the greenhouse. The caretakers hauled wheel barrels, carried gas tanks, and drove trucks, but not one time did I see their suits stained with the red blood of a tomato seed. I didn’t see a tomato vine until years later while visiting the city of frost and rain. There in the cracked sidewalks along towers lost in the murky clouds, between crumbling buildings covered in plywood, in the spot against the stoop of a brothel where the dogs pissed, I saw a green vine with little leaves and tiny buds. Then a storm brought more rain than ever before and washed it away.

One night a strange truck stopped in front of our home. Its engine tapped the windows as its huge beams flooded our rooms with light. Father stumbled out bleeding from his neck and bicep. He stormed into the house and hurled his clothes to the floor. Glistening crimson pools soaked each garment.

In the bathroom, I heard Father scream as Mother ushered my siblings back. I saw Father through the razor light in the darkness splash rubbing alcohol into his foaming wounds. He swore booming vengeance and filled the house with the chatter of curses. His fist banged the walls and broke mirrors. “Your father has been in an accident and can’t afford a doctor,” she told us as she pushed us back into the dark of our bedrooms. Strange men in black suits stood guard around him, holding heavy machine guns, they kept guard at the windows at door.

Later just as I neared my 12th birthday a soaring wind swept the house. The blades of a helicopter flew overhead. Police sirens filled the air as a dozen or more cars appeared. In the chaos Mother pulled me away from the window as Father locked himself in the vault. The police tore down the front door.

With armor and flashlights, they searched every hall and room until they found my oldest brother hiding in the bathroom. They dragged him away in the night and took him into the sky on the helicopter, and I haven’t seen him since. Sometimes I wonder what happened or if it just became another secret, but mostly I blamed Father who hid. To this day I have nightmares about my brother leaving the house and entering the forbidden greenhouses never to return.

I asked Mother and Father but they never explained to me what happened. We all loved him, but he must’ve done something to upset the police, yet they remained silent and pretended the entire incident never occurred. As his birthdays came and went, my mother and father, found solace sitting in the bedroom with needles in their arms. They told me that my oldest brother never even existed. So I declared to them that I’d leave to a foreign land and never see them again.

With the moon full and bright, I left the comforts of home and ventured beyond the gate of fences around the greenhouses. I followed the secret ways around he showed me to see if he left any evidence behind. The places he and I spent time together now crumbled and sank into cracks in the mountain. Dead trees, fallen forts, rusted cars. Even the tape around the greenhouses blew in the wind as the tarps ripped and animals scampered out.

Before I lifted the tarp to step inside I heard the heavy breathing of a caretaker. He stood at the threshold waiting for me with a filter in his mouth and a net of vines and webs over his face. He shooed me away but I didn't move, so he removed his helmet and mask. He was the oldest man I’d ever seen, balding, missing teeth, so shy that he only looked at my shoes. Instead of asking me to leave, he asked me if I needed a ride back home.

I stole one of my brother's guns out of his room and shot the caretaker with it. Then I went inside the greenhouse while he bled on the cold ground. Pale lights kept watery pipes warm and pollen gas floated in the air. In glass boxes of purple soil and black liquid huge roots curled into tight rocks. I followed the roots from greenhouse to greenhouse as the caretaker screamed at me to return.

Each Greenhouse nurtured another set of roots thick as a drainage duct. I heard something like crying, so I continued into the darkness, running from ruined to ruined tarp. Strange men rose from the dirt and lurched forward. They all asked if my father had returned. The living material in the glass boxes overgrew and spilled out to the floor, planted sprouts in the rock and squeezed until water pooled from plates of slate.

In the heart of the greenhouses, a wicked tree emerged from a wreath of blue thorns. It held several faces and echoed with the vibrations of a thousand furious ghosts. When I touched it, I lost my hearing and sight in one eye. I never forgot how important this discovery was to me. Never again did I look into the greenhouses, because I cut off water to the entire system, broke every pipe, and shot all the wrinkly caretakers.

Once the tree died, I saw a woman and her little girl crying on the beach. Around them lay wreckage that sprawled out for miles. I went down to meet them, and they told me about the great battle that happened here years ago, around the same time as my brother was taken. They said they searched for the swords of their lost loved ones. I offered help but I never had any intention.

I learned wisdom from the dead caretakers, and from the withering tree of bad dreams that in deceit therein lies victory. In its dying gasp in my blindness, I saw empires greater than the ones my father imagined, and though most people wouldn't like it, I’d be successful in my ambitions. I’d use human meat to flow the nerves of my corporation, as I used the blood they spill to funnel fuel to a rocket. The moon shined bright for me that night, and I knew my ship could reach the stars. Earth receded into the memory banks of the age as mankind migrated as it always has to new worlds beyond the stars, and I was destined to lead them to this glorious fate.

As the woman and her child mourned over the rusted armor and broken swords bobbing in the waves, I turned over sheet metal and crashed drones. Broken factory machines, car parts, cash registers, amid broken masts, salt-soaked doors, and blades of broken glass. As they looked over the waves beating against the hauls of enemy ships flying black flags towards some distant shore, I took every sword for myself and fled without them noticing.  

Friday, October 29, 2021

Evil Gnomes

Evil Gnomes

Graham Swanson

written 10/21/2021





There lived in the old village of Elkhead a friendly old man rumored to be a wizard able to hold his 

hands over the ground to find ancient bones deep deep deep under the mud where the Great Green 

River flooded long ago. Of all things long rotten in the ground, he possessed an acute sensitivity. He 

stuck his nose into a fistful of dirt and discovered long-dead dinosaurs, mammoths, strange 

monstrosities, even prehistoric humans unmapped by known strands of DNA, and other creatures older 

than them all. Some drunken squatters even gossiped amongst themselves as they hid under canopies to 

avoid the passing storms. They heard his whispers along the river banks. His voice rippled over the 

whirlpools in lost languages. Over the bluffs, he stood with his palms open to the starlight speaking 

revelations to the raw clay compressed over ancient pits.

Visitors to his home often found the old wizard cradling bones too large to belong to anything alive today, and too twisted to fit any known species. He sat alone in his shack lovingly talking to ancient remains as if talking to a beloved pet. Many good folk believed him to be crazy because when he did speak their language, he choose to lecture on and on to them about how the Great Green River once flowed over the hilltops and bluffs.

“Its mighty currents carry the carcasses of unspeakable monsters too beautiful and timid for humans to comprehend from where the sky meets the sea” he sat on a bench exhausted by excitement, both hands trembled on a cane that revved up like an afterburner.  He carved its shaft from monstrous bones he dug up from tar and petrified slag, the head melted and smoothed his own eye. The one eye left peeled in yellow flutters and deepened like someone who hadn't seen the sun in lifetimes. 

A young child who crashed his bike in front of the old wizard's shack said he saw a dozen tiny ugly men pop up from the ground to bring him food from a heavy smoking pot. They wore pointy shoes and silly tall hats. He spoke to them in whispers, then spotted the boy cowering in the reeds. The old wizard finished eating his food by stabbing it with a fork and slurping it up before it squirmed away and leaped from the plate. The little bearded men stood around the table and treasured the sight of the old man eating raw and living slug-like creatures. The little child never saw them in any book or video. When only a hot red soup of crimson remained on the plate, the old man took the boy by the hand and guided him back home. Along the way home the old man spoke of these glorious forgone times with passion and detail as if he experienced them himself.

Every time the old wizard dug his claws into the cracks across the flat mud he spoke the truth. Diggers took shovels to the worms and unearthed exactly what he told them to find laying in subterranean pits. His fame spread far among villages of folk who claim to descend from the bones he loved that even radio towers of the great city emitted impressive regalias of his discoveries. Despite the immense value of the fossils he discovered, he lived in a roofless, three-wall cabin under the river bridge because he needed no money. He lived off silver coins minted in extinct empires and otherwise never worked. He even learned to see things living in the forest that few have the patience or belief to witness.

One night a young college freshman, Aliya Tyson, left the campus of the small college she attended in the Village of Urep. Once the sunset blushed she regretted not bringing a jacket back as dewey grass turned to frost. According to merrymakers at a party watching from the window, she hopped into a tall truck with high wheels lit up by blinding under carraige lights and never made it home. County detectives found footage from the bank of the truck driving back and forth three times in the dead of the night. By morning they found the ice-capped tire tracks melting in the rising sun along the foamy bank.

Detectives had no clues to convict the man, search parties equipped with sonar and helicopters failed to discover her body, so they recruited the old wizard to find the dead body of the college girl that went missing in the Great Green river. He lead them into the swamp pits where hunters like to shoot and masochate deer in the quiet solitude of twilight. He grabbed a handful of mud, stuck his finger into it, then soaked his finger in his mouth until dirty saliva dripped from the corners of his lips. Then he took two handfuls of wet sand and squeezed until it fell like snakes running through his fingers. Then he reached down into the pool until the mud reached his elbow, and he pulled out another heavy fist of spattering bole. He held it into the morning fog drifting along the trees between gasps of sunlight, and pointed to where the autumn leaves glimmered over a fountain of crystal clear water.

The old wizard jumped into the water, ice-cold steam rose up from the waterline at his waist, he dug around rocks and hibernating fish until his fingers turned blue. He ignored the questions of the police and told them about how the dirt tasted in the times of flying whales and little men living in mushrooms higher than any skyscraper on earth. Once the flesh of his arms turned purple and numb he hollered in success. He rinsed his hands off in the water and jumped out. He held the detectives close, and showed them a tiny piece of bone that weighed as much as a thumbnail. Once the tests came back affirmative, the courts sent the man who picked her up to rot in a gibbet kept deep underground.

A historian from the University heard of this strange bone wizard and recruited him to find the skull of the town’s founder so they could put it up in exhibit. They found the body hundreds of miles away buried deep in unmarked desert. The old man spoke to the skull, gave it childlike nicknames, and the historian took note of how he kept claiming again and again that the town founder didn’t descend from apemen, but from a race of winged beetles that crawled out from the Great Green River once it receded from the bleeding bluffs, and narrowed to the sewage blackened course we all know today. The historian was a modern thinker and a man of science. He doubted the wizard's groove, but the wizard reasoned thus:  

"Biped apes descended from the darling turtle you called Tiktaalik. Man descends from apes. Why not the apes born from cats, rodents, or cockroaches?"

The bone wizard never owned a car, and seldom-used roads. He took the ancient pathways only known to the faces in the moon. On foot, he reached any place in about five minutes. Sports cars raced him on the highway from the flooded swamps on the other side of the river but he always finished first. It became common happenstance to get up in the middle of the night to drink water or take the dog outside and find him in the streetlight trudging out of some bushes and into the gloomy murk hanging over the river.

Some nightshift workers dredging the carnage swamp from the meat plant even looked up at the night sky frozen still under sparkling stars and thought they saw him walking in the air trembling on his wild cane. If anyone asked him about the sighting, he’d recall the past honor of mammoths walking in the sky to the sound of thunder. Rags fell from his starbound shoulders and blew around the smoking corners of town. The handcarved cane became an item of immense curiosity. The old man never let it leave his sight.

German Shepards bowed to the old wizard as he walked through yards and freshly plowed fields. Hunters in the pale forests fired at him only for the cascading rounds to pass through his clothes strike the dirt behind him. No one saw him eat at the food parlors, or bleed at the hospitals. Drunks offered him their best alcohol and local musicians offered him cannabis, but he only laughed at them as he lived on a supply of clear magic rocks he cooked himself. Even vans speeding past red lights did him no harm when they caught him in the headlights.

Not everyone carried the legend of the strange old wizard of the forest where the river once drained. Those serving time in prison, fighting in far off wars, or constantly travelling from crack house to crack house never took time to listen to such legends. To them he seemed just another eccentric rambler robbed of his white sheets of stolen memory. Others attempted to spy on him to learn the secrets of his wealth, and to burglarize his home while he was away. They found nothing but tiny jars full of bones, and writings about the strange little people that lurked in the trees who have been living there long since man evolved to stand up on two legs.

A former methhead, Cream, got in his truck and drove to the brickhouse where his family sat around waiting. Grandma Linder just died, and they didn’t know that their kin agreed long ago to let the strange old man keep passing by. His sister grew up here as much as he did, so she argued with him over ownership of the house. Grandma left the house neglected and dilapidated by the time she died, but everyone saw the work and updates that Cream toiled over since he quit his addiction and found work. The toilets flushed water again, sutures taped shut cracks in the walls, the sinks no longer poured gas, he caulked cabinets falling from the walls, and he even cleaned the soiled couches and heaps of crap out the basement. Under all the rotten boxes he found a hatch. Thick steel latches sealed it shut.

Cream used a torch to cut off the bolts and melt the bindings. Once he lifted the hatch he found a sub basement full of ordinary old man garbage. He shut the hatch again and assumed it all belonged to his late grandfather Linder, that his grandmother chose to hide it away in the subbasement. It never struck him as odd that the subbasement seemed larger and older than the main basement, and if he had gone inside to investigate he would’ve found fossils of tiny evil men who once served as slaves to the master creatures who devoured the mammoths. If he dug even deeper, he would've found vents of air built by the tiny men, and heard their hexes from deep within the earth.

Two large guard dogs scratched at the dirt under the picture window until Shawnice Linder, Cream’s sister, called them over the porch. They dug their claws in and growled at gaps between the ground and the foundation. They snarled with fresh blood on their teeth and snouts. Shawnice stepped down to the grass to grab them but she stopped to utter a scream so stiff that she broke out in a fit of coughing. Bits of carnage floated in the bird bath. Tiny ankles without feet, gnarled organs of green and purple bobbed amid soiled clothes, bits of hair and skull bounced at the top of reddened mash. “The dogs found moles or something.” Shawnice called to Cream as he came rushing outside.

At once Cream recognized the tatters of wool soaking over a small ribcage, the pink carnage dripping to the grass, a crow landed and tried to pick out the pointed ear. He shewed the bird away and picked it out of the bath. The guard dogs leapt into the air and landed hard on cracks in the ground. They stuck their noses into the holes they found and barked down. Shawnice pulled them away and shut them inside as rain clouds obscured the sun and thunderstorms strolled in the distance. A child's bike lay upside down in the grass facing the trees. 

“I’ll come back for the house party. Take care of my dogs.” Shawnice said to him before she left to catch a flight. 

That night as Cream slept he heard a woosh of wind and a tap on the window. He got up, slammed a glass of water, and fought the temptation to reach into his sports bag. Instead he merely unzipped, and looked upon the treasured bags of crystal inside with the smoke stained pipe. He hurled it into his closet, and went outside to find the source of the noise. From the window he saw the ragged coats of the old wizard blow through the moonlight.

The old man fished the bones from the bird bath, held them into the silver moonlight, delicately cleaned them with Clorox wipes and added them to a silk bag strapped to his cane. Cream stood in the dark on the porch with the front door swinging open in the wind. Cold gusts hurled wet leaves down from the roof. The cane firmly planted vibrated in the ground. Animal whispers poured from the trees.

Cream wanted to cuss at the old man, but behind him he noticed sulking in the dark a dozen or more tiny heads and eyes shining from the mist rising from the soggy earth. The two dogs leapt from the terrace to the mist and lunged into the dark curtains of vapor. The whispers and sparkling eyes scattered into the leafless trees beyond the muddy ditches as the dog’s barks dissipated in the wash of midnight gardens. Cream stepped backwards into his home and latched the door shut. Out the window the old man continued reaching into the bird bath.

The gun in the closet felt heavy in his arms but Cream fell asleep in the corner of his closet before he took the chance of discharging it. By sunrise the dog’s food bowls and water dishes sat untouched. His sister called him on the cellphone and asked him how her dogs were doing. He lied about the night before and told her that he dumped the bird bath remains into the compost. He hung up before she finished talking and took the gun with him as he strapped on boots.

Outside the home Cream discovered the bird bath smashed to pieces, his car tires slashed, and two bloody dog collars hung from bare curled branches of the front yard tree. All the potted plants were upside down and spilled, fresh soil covered the sidewalk, mushrooms and weeds grew from the trailer of ruined furniture. Something broke off the lever to the home's water, and severe impacts collapsed the garage door. He called for the dogs to come but he heard only the lonely whistle of gray sky and stagnant choking of leaves in the gutter. He ran into the trees calling for them again and again.

Little whispers laughed at him as he scrambled in the thorns and gravel. One of the dogs he found hanging from an old limestone bridge. He died sometime in the night. The other dog whimpered not too far away. Cream went down a path of limestone steps to the forest floor where he found the surviving dog buried between a fallen tree and a gulch of leaves.

The dog held in its mouth a dead and ugly creature that brought Cream to revulsion. It wore bloody clothing covered in a beard of white fuzz swarming with bees. Its nose was broken off, and its big eyes popped out of its skull. The neck was small, but the dog cleaved it open so it fit in his mouth. Short limbs dangled from foaming jaws. 

Cream fell to his knees and shouted in bewilderment and confusion. One of the creature's little boots fell to the ground. It looked just like one of the hideous men he saw the wizard's shack long ago. As he looked into its face he heard air escape from the holes in his throat. It still lived and whispered into the woods.

Cream guided the dog back home under a chorus of sinister echos and crackling forestry. The dog seemed to find danger under every rock and up every tree as he whimpered and panted at the slightest tussle of dander. No matter how many times Cream asked the dog to drop the dead creature the dog only growled at him and bit harder into the blue flesh. Once back to the house, Cream burned the creature’s body in the grill. White smoke filled the air all day and the dog nursed deep wounds on the kitchen floor as Cream went back into the woods to find and bury the dead dog, but the body disappeared into a squirming heap of snails and blood.

All day long Cream heard their curses cascading from the gnarled oaks. He heard them in the crawl space, and in the walls. The dog went downstairs to hide from their cackles but he ended up growling at the open hatch. Every time Cream glanced out from the upstairs window he saw more and more of them scamper on the lawn. He knew the neighbors must be watching out of jealousy, and so he fired his shot gun at their houses.

More and more of the terrible creatures assembled around his home. They drank from the fountain and stood looking into his windows. They called for Cream to come out to them as he reloaded the weapon to fire again at the neighbors. He thought he hit one of them as he shattered their window, and shot at another car passing by on the road. His duffle bag lay open at his feet. As night fell, and the creatures made their ways up the steps, Cream hit the pipe of crystals again. Too stressed, too frightened, he decided that if anything he needed more ice, a lot more, not less.

The homeless who play in those woods say they saw the old wizard fly in the sky on his cane, and land before the little creatures who knelt before him. Rings of blood surrounded the house. The burned creature crawled out of the grill, its eyes glowing and its mouth gushing green blood. They dragged Cream screaming out from the house by his broken feet, and pulled him deep into the woods to be buried the pits where the mammoth doth sleep. Some say they buried him under even deeper layers where not even the old Wizard can find his remains, in dwelling depths where living monstrosities still eat coals and crawl on the ceiling of the earth.  

Shawnice returned and found her brother gone from the house. Broken glass littered the hardwood and wind soared in through the windows. The doors lay smashed to pieces on the floor, both her dogs shivered in the basement nursing each others wounds. The hatch sealed shut once more with extra thick and reinforced latches. She found  his duffle bag of drugs, and explored the neighbors house to discover the bodies he shot to death. 

One night after Shawnice moved in with her dogs, she heard slurping from outside. She peeked out of the blinds and saw a little man in a funny hat taking water from the bath and drinking it from his hands. Slurp. Slurp. slurp





art: A Mansion in the Darkness - Morten Schelde , 2015.

Thursday, October 14, 2021

DEMONS


 





by Graham Swanson


DEMONS fluttered from tipped-over garbage canisters and crawled over spilled water cans and smashed HUGGIES boxes. The crooked brickwork glowed over the foggy street lamps and the clouds finally blew away and a few planets shined like holes in the sky. Their bruises and bullet scars on their hands and necks scabbed over. Every night they jump right from bed and get to work. While their women stuffed powder into bags in closed garages, they wasted no time shipping it across town armed with silver daggers.

The liars they intended to kill hid from the war ballads dropping from a heavy bass stereo by waiting in the dark apartments of their elders. They already stepped out and immediately met a spy walking tall with his hands in his pockets. While they wore diamond rings and brand new Nikes, no furniture decorated the living room and no silverware lay divided up in the plastic tray in the kitchen drawer. Boards covered up the windows, but they still watched out the slots towards a street of fools and johns. In the magnificence of the city light, their fake jewels shined brighter.

The new kid drove sweating over the four bodies in his trunk. His gas needle wavered below E. He still had to cross Central to reach the chemical bath of the Bike Shop. If the Cat knew that he took his keys from his pocket to take the Cutlass, then he could count a finger for every corpse that night. He had no money to get more gas, and the frauds of the darkened apartment already spent his treasures in the foggy alleys between wooden faces of lathwork fences. With New Central street in view, the night lit up with ultra-blue and manganese red.

To the new kid’s relief, the lights passed on to speed away after racing vehicles screeching out of the wind mist of the gas station. On Old Central, his phone rang, and on the other end, a voice hissed for him to reveal himself to a posse of lowlifes. He almost hung up, but he saw his reflection lit up by the phone light in all darkened windows. They called him names, they mocked his family, and they threatened to be there in his nightmares. He stayed on the line, “I have the sharpest teeth, I don't even sleep, and your four men learned it tonight.”

The demons on the other line hung up first, and they huddled in the pink warm light of their mother’s basement. She packed bullets into their clips to take with them to stroll for the next morning. She did this with death ringing her eyes and a cigar drooping from her lip every night. She wore the best clothes and drove the car to get lobster to eat and brought them back a to-go platter of calamari. They wanted to storm out to feud but her knife outweighed each of theirs.

Their mistress broke the nose of stronger men who ganged up on her and attempt to wrestle her away. She cracked each of their heads with a knife sharpener from under her bed and told them to get real before they marched into the darkness. Too many of her children left behind rings and she still wore them on her fingers. She never forgot their sweet names or their beautiful faces. They became men under her motherhood shortly before drowning in pools of their own blood.

The man who executed them knew exactly how to shoot them so their spines would separate from their brains, leaving them alive but paralyzed, so that their mothers would stay awake at night in horror knowing how they died. He danced among the potholes and sinking ledges, slept in the trash of abandoned halls, listened to the music of crows singing of the delicate pleasures, the candy-sweet taste of manflesh. He carried no ID because he was older than his driver’s licenses. His heart stopped beating a long time ago, yet he still walked the brick paths smiling at the smell of blood tracking behind him because rain clouds gathered around the moon.

The killer possessed two gods. They rubbed on his hips from the pockets of his raincoat. He took out the Glock to fend off punk muggers from disappointing their mother, and he used the carbine to destroy vehicles and break down stronghold doors. Each time before he delivered mercy of shattering sparks, he took a moment to hold the weapons against his dead heart and held them up to the spirit lights of the sky to be blessed by the souls of fallen demons. Then he spent the ammunition buying souls from the street.

This silent lord spent the night cumming on the face of a girl who until she met him, was on a full scholarship to become a doctor back home. She needed the crack he dosed her with. He took his pubic hair and made her look like a cat with long whiskers. He still had a water wrinkled and color drained copy of CAT IN THE HAT on a shelf. All his books contained brightly colored animations, cartoons, and few words.

The silent lord possessed phenomenal writing skills, and his text messages pounded phones louder than any voice command. With one message, all demons in the neighborhood moved crack. With one more, it all paused. He learned it from leaving love notes behind for the crushes he had in the schoolyard before those girls got pimped. In this Garden of Eden, he was the top cat.

One other old man, the Rat, knew the Cat from the playground swing set. They talked loudly about the girls he acquired back at his club. The Cat pressed one button, and those ladies left their bedrooms to come to his box under the alleyway then they went forth selling his rocks and returning the earnings in duffle bags. They feared him and merely admired the silky personality of their guardian. He was a real DEMON, not just a black goatee in a red cape.

The Rat left his club early after his phone went off with a photo of his car on fire. None of his frightened guards attended to his stifled orders so he left the club by himself to face his accuser. Outside in the empty lot, the car stood perfectly fine. A fresh downpour of rain washed it clean, but the bumpers grinded low against the pavement. He got down to check the tires. Each one completely drained of air but not a single cut of damage.

Naked demons from the club stepped out to see the Cat appear in a cloud of mist as the lot lights blew up and showed the pavement in crystal fragments. Foot patter echoed under the cover of darkness. The silk suit tried to hide in his car but the last thing he saw before the windshield shattered under a shower of red hot sparks was an antler being forced into his armpit and through his heart. He died there trying to murmur to the Cat under bubbles of blood and mucus. “We grew up together as kids, aren’t we are still friends?”

The Cat smiled with an unflinching eye and planted a coverless copy of Stuart Little in the Rat's lap, and turned the pages to that the face of the rat in overalls faced the cab light. The man tried to tear the antler free but his arm didn’t bend far enough to take it all the way out. He died after three more weeping breaths gasping to say something to the persecutor angels in black wings swarming his vehicle and pecking flesh from his bones. Under his club he kept young girls chained to radiators making cam videos for the dark int. The crowd whispered rumors of the dead man being an informant to the 13 Illuminati families, and so they left his body outside his dilapidated home to be eaten by starving dogs.

All the money the Rat obtained ended up in rubber bands on the Cat’s shelf on the pedestal he slept on under the catwalks and alleyways. He kept it out in the open but no thief dared to climb down the gutter to find it. He spent the money as fast as he made it and drove around in a brand new car with no plates, and flew from city to city. Each time he returned to find his home in the box entranced by invisible trespassers. He bought a new box of bullets and he poured them out. He stored his poems inside.

One influencer poet quit school and found himself squatting in the studio apartment of a crumbling tenement complex. He never met the Cat but tried to seduce several of his women, and even got one to come over to stay the night. She told him everything he wanted to know, but she didn’t want to leave with him to a new world. The poet opened the music studio in his laptop and recorded a scathing song swearing vengeance on the Cat and the streets he lived beneath. He put his frustrations aside and went back to pulling a red wagon to peddle albums to the lowlifes carrying paintings into the sewers. They ignored him because they thought if he hated the Cat so much, he’d be better off confronting him rather than singing about it.

The Cat really really really liked the song a lot. He even heard it playing from car windows and from apartment balconies. The more he listened to it, the more he admitted to himself that the young poet of the street possessed remarkable talent worthy of his envy. All the years around the stars of music, from the penthouse rockstars of the Midwest to the limousine trains in the West, he never took a liking to singing, but this kid made him feel the loss for his past. It’s just he wished the young man possessed the courage to sing it to his face on his dais on which his box lay, so he left the alley to be the boy’s number one fan.

The Cat saw the demon poet pass by several times but he never recognized the dirty coat of the Cat sitting on a park bench, standing in the street at night, or watching from rooftops. He watched the boy sleeping from the rickety fire escape and wanted to take his hand and hold it hard. He almost felt emotion thawing in his chest but after a shower of small needles passed in his chest, he choked and fell ever harder in love. He wrote a song with a salute of gunfire from the catwalk at the peasants below.

Bullets shattered the windows of widows and scared hustlers out of their hiding places. Playground pieces ricocheted with rapid bullets, empty clips fell to the ground far below, and a thunder of birds lifted from building tops into the moonlit clouds. The poet never saw the Cat before, but he never forget the shadow silhouetted against the brilliant strobes of white and red fireworks bleaching the walls of sinking ruins with dark coat tails unfurling in the wind. Like nothing he imagined before, his imagination went forever captured by the terror of this demon escaping into the fog of night without even touching the ground. Not even the universities had something so awe inspiring.

The Cat never saw his schemes as crimes but if the poet made songs, then he conducted operas. All the gunfire and no one died that night. Babies giggled in the arms of their mothers at the sparkles and firetruck blasts filled the night sky. The random attack became the talk of the street. The young champions of the school sports team looked up to the horrifying shadow lurking behind the curtains of the city.

Those young demons went home after game practice to play video games as the Cat smoked blunts of 9 POUND hammer. He watched every one of their games and cheered for the injuries they inflicted onto the opposing schools from the back of the bleachers. After the games and the triumph teams marched home, the Cat walked onto the field to anoint the victory with burning sage, or the defeats by crushing the bones of a rabbit. He never participated in the thrill of war games. He ran from the drifting Martin packed with masked warriors.

The Cat participated in his own ways. After academy bells chimed, he hung out in the parking lot by the fast cars paid for by bribes, and inside he told the athletes about weak spots in their opponent's armor. On game night they slaughtered the opposition to the shrieking approval of parents and cheerleaders standing up and throwing their voices out howling in celebration of broken bones. The team burned sage in dark basements to honor their guardian angel. The coaches never could kick the Cat out of the hearts and souls of their champions.

By graduation, these young demons entered the Cat’s service on the front lines of his war against the city. They marched in the middle of the windswept streets with heavy weapons under black robes. With one blow they crushed the spines of their enemies. Everyone came out to greet the death squadrons in the street with prizes and gifts, flowers, and wine bottles. The guardians of the street drove in luxury sedans like the oxcart of Charlemagne and every child adored them.

The Cat finally took total control of his side of the city he adored, and no living being in the city dared test his long awaited reward of mortal souls. His arm reached every phone, every cradle, and every car from the guy sleeping in the ditch to the human resources recruiter of the gleaming corporation towers. Bank vaults opened for him before the robberies commenced, detectives conducted raids only to find photos of their families pinned to the wall, and terrorists from foreign lands walked freely into smokey bars without passports or even a fake ID. The Cat just needed to press SEND. The dice rolled in his favor at last.

Daughters of wealthy publishers flew to the city to meet him and join his brotherhood of slayers in the dark channels under the city. He didn’t even need to seduce them on INSTAGRAM with photos of a palace or a sports car. They volunteered to join his army and use their family’s wealth to destroy his enemies. He sent them to be brides of the heroes strangling brigands on the street and shooting down helicopters over the peer. At all times a ring of all female bodyguards from across the world protected him from police snipers and he didn't need to bite a single neck.

One of the Cat’s trusted warriors yelled at him. Shielded by a phone screen, he accused the Cat of quitting the use of force out of weakness. His longest serving paladin, a follower since before puberty turned his skinny bones into gallant stature, told this to some stranger visiting from a place where the sea met the sky. He said it under the same street lights the Cat lost his heart. They tried to tell the Cat not to be alarmed by the betrayal, but he already knew. Someone was giving the identities of his drug traffickers away to the FBI.

The brave days of the FBI sending agents undercover to infiltrate organizations ended long ago, and now they recruit from within the ranks of their prey. They communicated online far from the front lines of danger. Instant communication means they can kill their enemies with a drone strike with a press of a button in a base fortified in TEXAS. They are experts in covert action. They are all nerds of the internet and they spend all their lives lurking behind computers in dark basements of government offices.

The traitor sat on his pedestal in a tower overlooking the brilliant barrel fires on one side of the city, and the glamorous theaters on the other side. Surrounded by actors, dancers, singers in his parlor, he talked like a Templar but didn’t claim spines. He never tortured a captive rival taken by the Cat nor sold a slave to workhouses down the coast. All because he knocked up one woman and she aborted it without his consent. The Cat knew that people sometimes appear harsh, but they don’t wish vendettas on anyone unless it's someone’s fault.

In the safety of his menagerie of performers, he dressed in the robes of the crusader and wore his dagger in full view across his chest sash. He stood and fired bolts at glass rings on the balcony overlooking the green sea tides. The guests borrowed his guns to fire the next rounds in the contest and he always provided them with spare rounds. In bed, he told a starlet all about the battles he won and the champions he slew with the weapon she undressed him with. As a person on the stage, he took the role of performer.

The stage became his bed, and the sheets sunk to the floor with each thrust of his rupturing hips. His guests didn’t notice the squadron of black robed fighters waiting in the shadows of the wall. After he rolled off her and they cuddled in each other's filth and sweat, the bishops of death drew their shining long swords. Shredded bedding snowed out the window in white ribbons. Hundreds of lost souls from all over the city were at risk, and now the lights fell, the curtain dropped, and a dozen armed men swarmed the stage.

The actors pleaded to be let out as the party ran out of wine to pour over the women and rails to snort off the prop guns. They pushed against the door, but they didn’t know about the dark clerics waiting in the hallway with their heavy weapons rested against their shoulders. Not a single one bowed gracefully before exiting stage left, stage right, and their heads rolled across the floor one by one into the Traitor’s bedroom as the warriors prayed to their weapons to bring the martyr compassion in the afterlife and to understand the sins they committed.

Blood soaked the walls, ran down the columns, and splattered against portraits of the Traitor’s now childless mother. Bloodstained the mattress black. Blood dripped from the ceiling, and blood drenched the laps of the all mighty slayers. One by one they passed each other's weapons around to take turns hacking at the bones, sawing out organs from ribs, taking off arms, legs, but they left the head and face intact for the funeral.

The mother of the traitor must pay the price for the misdeeds of her child. As the graveyard hole swallowed the casket with what could be recovered of the body, she heard two dozen capes hover in the fog. The Cat held an umbrella in one hand over her head as the rain began to filter from clouds of pollution. He braced his divine 9mm in the other against her racing heart. She used to be his favorite person in the whole world.

“I’ve been with you since you were in diapers. I’m not even trying to stop you.”

“So what’s up with you talking shit with him on the phone?” His throat ruptured.

“He was just playing.”

The Cat almost fell for it, but a fake person doesn’t look up to the sky when speaking with conviction with glassy drunken eyes, and rotten breath. Her posture slumped and instead of taking his hand when he offered it to her, she collapsed into the mud in the shadow of the tombstone. The Cat promised her a mausoleum to contain her body and the bodies of her family before he shot her in the temple. He kicked the body into the pit with her son and left to let the gravediggers plug the hole with clay. Crows assembled around the open grave, but they can’t eat fake meat.

The Cat pressed a button on his phone and watched hooded exiles scurry out of doorless vans and bullet riddled dumpsters. All over cars moved his supplies from the array of burning barrels to even the gated communities protected by cameras and Dobermans on the city outskirts. The rain poured harder as night fell and the green sea mist floated first onto the beach of dead crustaceans and capsized fish boats, then filled in the spaces between black towers. He held his weapons over dead and prayed to them to deliver him beyond this deranged and decrepit playground of ruins to an empire greater than Spain. Trappers worked hard knowing he watched them.

Anyone else claiming to be the main pusher deserved the blowtorch that took their eyes. Every time the Cat removed one, he found another in some dirty pit accompanied by lowlifes. They carried newer guns, a bigger arsenal of high powered gunfire capable of shattering the cannon of a battle tank or penetrating the armor of a security truck. The Cat offered them his embrace among the legion of black robed mutilators if they only stopped the lies and agreed to work for him. He even offered to pay their hospital bills, but the lies persisted.

New rivals arose from the ashes of every burned house, and every dead mother. They armed themselves in suits of Kevlar and chain links. The Cat wore rags, mites crawled in nests around his hair, and every woman who slept in his box on the dais under the alley spoke of glaucoma, of open sores and swelling bumps, rashes that he scratched until they bled, and pain that burned so hot that he preferred not to make love to his brides. He dug up the mother he killed and hung her body up in ropes under the cascading waterfalls of light and rain prominently above his home, and every night he asked her to show him a son to help him fight his enemies. Secret enclaves behind alleyway labyrinths echoed with voices of old world children barking the war songs of the lost poet threatening to devour a mangy tabby stray and leave its dead carcass on the doorstep of the Cat.

Bombs reduced secret dance clubs to heaps of crawling brick, matches dropped down fuel lines incinerated gas stations tagged by their vigil, corrupt judges washed ashore on the beach in trash bags, and so the demon knights in dark robes took to marching down the street sweating from the heat of torches in their hands and exhausted from carrying M4s straight from the locker. All down the lane twisted murals parodied them on the bullet torn face of every building from the open streets to the breadths of the narrowest alley path. They put down their hoods to look above at swaying damaged war helmets chained to balconies. Every fluttering shadow up high nearly drew concentrated fire from their weapons. The Cat watched from the highest bell tower warned them not to let these harmless taunts bring dishonor to their new empire before it even got a chance to free the oppressed.

Maidens braced the .44s of their dead boyfriends. They watched from windows. Dishonored policemen with night vision scopes monitored from closed causeways over the silent battlefield. Any homeless man who didn’t run away to find shelter elsewhere found speeding bullets dropping them into heaps of steaming refuse. Any demon unaware of the war declaration endangered themselves by hearing the shots. They swarmed church doors begging for sanctuary. Sisters barred the doors and stood over the palisade arch armed with anointed shotguns to chase the herd back into their hives.

The Cat spat liquor from the top of the bell tower, as one by one his champions found themselves alone shaking in the cold night. For the Cat never knew a son of his own, he always called his black robes executioners his children of the awakening world but a needle of pain showered his dead heart. He gasped as they stormed the brothels. They didn’t come out, and none of his messages pinged with *seen. Helicopters soared overhead and tanks crushed barricades to push their way into the downtrodden theater. Weakness left the burning city and only steel pillars remained in the white charcoal.

The Cat watched war machines tear down the playground of his first drug deal, and bury it in flaming wreckage. The pains in his heart grew. Missiles obliterated the stone porch he met his best friends on where they shared stories of first kisses and sips of stolen whiskey long ago. His black knights exited holes in the brothel wall and charged into wavering curtains of smoke to get decapitated by sniper fire. The survivors escaped to cover behind the walls of the church to be impaled by spiraling javelins, and the remains of his fearless, little army came face to face with halberds in the ranks of the fiercest, most heartless DEMONS- so toned by the horrors of the Cat that they appeared more beast than man with horns and claws, nails and outstretched wings, gleaming MG-42s freshly cleaned and calibrated. His heart vessels quivered in stifled bursts and a trickle of warmth pumped over corrosion in his veins.

Real demons ransacked the city. They pulled down every statue and broke open every fire hydrant. By sunrise, a pink haze glowed over the rebar strips and melted shoes sticking up from smoldering powder as ancient cannons fired into the ocean. The Cat vanished from the tower, but his phone landed in the grasp of a creature born from the kindness of suffering, and everlasting torment. In the dens of monsters, angels gnawed on bones of the dead knights, blood speckled robes looted from rubble and battlefields draped the fireplace, the guns and lances of the Cat's army melted into tiny silver statues worn around every neck in the new city. In a jar on the mantel floated a shriveled black heart. It rippled in a bath of oil.

Orange bags of medicine spilled on the floor but busy hands kept packing nylon until trailers tipped over. All phones across the nation warned of a new epidemic, but in a drafty back room cooled by the spinning blades of a frosty vent fan, the nephilum listening counted freshly minted c-notes. On the floor beneath the office brothers and sisters worked cheap not to build an empire but nor PUNISH the extinguished demons outside and beyond. They wore cave jewels on their belts and platinum crowns above the star on their foreheads.